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My Life In Ruins...



I'm drowning...... everyday i'm sinking deeper and deeper into the abyss of depression.

Guilt and shame, hopelessness and helplessness run through my mind like clockwork...

Was there a time when you look at the mirror, and you see somebody else staring back at you?... and you felt disgusted at what you're seeing.

You find it hard to go out of the house, you stopped communicating with your friends, heck you're even ashamed to be around family and relatives.

All you want is to be alone....

well, that's what i feel like...

still i want to fight ACNE...........

Mom, i know you're in heaven and i just really wish you were here right now......


Aww, margox! I feel for you, honestly. I've been there myself with the depression. It's not that long ago since it really took over. I'm working on it though, trying to get stronger and move forward.

With regards to being able to face people and socialise and everything, those things also cause depression. It's a vicious cycle and and one which you have to turn around so that you get into a positive cycle and way of thinking. Cliche, but the first steps are the hardest.

If ever you feel like you need to vent and could do with having someone to listen, you'd be welcome to send me a message, I'd be happy to listen and help where I can. Look after yourself, stay strong, and believe in yourself that you're worthy of finding happiness. smile.png

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