So something seems to be up with this blog? is anyone else battling to post new blog entries? seems to be taking forever and eventually i need to close screen so if you couldnt read last entry thats why....
Well You didnt miss much I was just moaning about my crappy skin week lol.. been feeling a bit down as skins gone a bit crazy and lots of new zits and big marks etc... woke up feeling better today though, doesnt help moping does it. Thats one thing about working from home, you have the option to hide out, I dont know if thats a good thing though hehe. I remember sitting in meetings with about 12 sales reps in my last job position, bright morning light shining on face in the boardroom and they run through each persons sales aloing with all the reps in different regions on skype... flip hey when i was having a bad skin week it was just the worse, no where to hide face and everyone sitting around a table looking at eachother and of course with the stress of the job my skin was almost always a mess which didnt help matters much, im so relieved to not have to go through that anymore but still, the option to just lie around and mope is so much higher when you dont 'have to' get up and go.
I must say since I left that job Im like a whole new person Just having time to slow down, to look after hubbys needs and house and to persue what i want to do ( interior decorating) is great... ok so I havnt had any jobs yet in 5 months but I have been setting up stuff and took 2 months break and have done one small drawing job i suppose having this opportunity has also enabled me to leave skin make up free alot which has been great.
ah love this song...daughtry is awesome ( sorry random thought as im listening to them lol)
So today sun is shining, always makes me feel like going out, wonder what face will look like today with make up :/ its hard to hide all the big bumps and sometimes when it looks too bad after all the effort of putting on my face I decide hell no its too bad im staying in!!
super sad, I must take my own advice and just go and stop worrying, most people are just getting on with their lives and surely dont care about some random strangers bumpy face now do they!
anyhoo i want to start thinking about diet now more as well...wondering what a gluten dairy free diet looks like, if anyone has links they can share please do... I would be interested to see how diet may impact face ( oh and body will be a bonus too )Well options for today are :
Sit around and mope
Go to beach
Go to shops to get food
Go to china town and look at clothes ( mmmm shopping baaaaad)
Go get pics developed for my photo wall and work on that
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah i duuuuuno
bye for now