So Im having a bleh day! New set of twins on my cheekbone which i squeezed last night ( not so clever )
I find when i cant sleep or feel frustrated picking tends to be like a soother, oh but same cant be said for dealing with the consequences the next morning silly girl!
So my fading red marks are looking more reeed and inflamed and my new zits bigger. Oh well I must just behave now. the fatty breakfast yesterday with girlfriends and lots of coffee didnt really help my case... or could it be that creamy blue cheese steak on friday... mmm or the mac and cheese last night drenched in creamy rich cheesy DAIRY sauce i wooonder flip i must get rid of this love of food...yup summers drawing closer and Im not getting any smaller as i munch munch away all day...cant believe just 5 yrs ago when i got married how small i was and unlike my mommy friends i dont even have a good excuse for my paunchy paunch or new rounder face lol!!
anyways today after all this indulging i feel a bit drained and exhausted and mmm fat and spotty yeah thats it
hoping the service tonight will shift focus back off me again so i can get over this self pity,worship always seems to lift my spirits and refocus my attention on God and off poor old lil me and my flaws, reminds me how small and insignificant i really am in the greater scheme of things yet how unique and important I am in His eyes !
mmm so what else, its a glorious day outside today in SA , beach is just down the road, wondering if i should get off my lazy bum and go soak up some sun and take a walk, table mountain is glorious.. our beach has the BEST view of it as well! yeah next blog I think ill post some pics for u guys... its so stunning! anyways peops have a great rest of weekend and chat soon - ah what a cool icon!! who is this random dude?! flip these icons make me lag sometimes!