Well, here I am, just starting my Sophmore year at school. I thought it was supposed to be exciting, fun. But it feels like I have to hide because of what is on my face. I know your supposed to say "what matters is on the inside" but I think that sounds like crap. People judge you for what you look like, no matter what is the right thing to do. I'm just so tired of putting my hand in front of my face when I work so that no one can see my face. Or constantly checking the mirror to see how big my newest zit has gotten. I've had acne since I was 10 years old. I've been to the dermatologist and I've been on Accutane. It worked for about six months then it was back to the way it was. I'm just so sick of it. My skins real sensitive too, so the more medicine I use on my face, the more irritated and dry it gets. Sometimes it peels like an orange. Where it's done that so many times, I have a tone of scars on my face. I just really want to be able to be the person that I really am inside, but I can't do that when I'm hiding myself from everyone.