BAH. SO annoyed.
Okay, day 4. So far, I'm not too dry or anything, though I've been pretty careful with Aquaphor so as to prevent it just a little. But my face is insane! And I broke out like crazy all along where I got my eyebrows waxed the other day. Not sure if it's an effect of the Accutane but I'm annoyed. And tonight, I went out with my friends and after one beer, I swear I felt my cysts like throbbing! They hurt so badly, and I wasn't even touching them. They were legitimately throbbing and were warm to the touch. WTF.
Accutane better start working because this is getting bad. I was hoping to get a bartending job when I move back to school here in a month but apparently I'm going to have the worst acne ever. I'm telling you, these nodules and cysts are sooo soo swollen. My face is painful -- I can't even smile fully! Even talking hurts. Not freakin' cool. Oh yeah, and every time I wash my face...every single time. There are whiteheads appearing on my nodular spots along my jawline. What? Like I wouldn't pop them per se - it hurts too much! - but it's like they wipe ff when I dry my face. I don't get it. Ugh I'm sick of the sulfur treatments, masks, spot treatments, benzoyl peroxide and other things I can't pronounce. Ready for clear skin.