So, my last post was pretty bad. Saturday night was my good friend's bachelorette party. My skin was scabby, but I tried to cover up the spots with concealer and foundation. It looked okay except for one spot on my lower cheek. No matter how much I caked on the makeup it looked bad and discolored. I sucked up my self-consciousness and ugliness and put a cute dress and went. I did it for my friend and I was glad I did. All of her other friends were beautiful and we had a lot of fun. We drank, did karaoke, went dancing and were a wild and crazy bachelorette party. I didn't get home until 4am. After all of that, my skin was mad at me and broke out a little. The BHA definitely smoothed things out and they are getting better, but putting it on my scabs makes them worse and linger on my face. I just want to look better before this Saturday, the actual wedding. I cannot pick this week, no matter how bad a spot is. Covering up a small blemish is a lot easier than a scab or open wound and I need to remember that. My skin is really dry from the BHA and I am almost out of moisturizer. My manager at work is having a baby shower and is registered at Target and my friend that is getting married is registered there too, so my bf and I are going there today. Gonna grab some Cerave hydrating cleanser (read good things and reviews) and some more cetaphil moisturizer. Still working on finding a new job and looking into therapy for my picking and other issues. I found a woman that has an office within walking distance of my house and seems to fit my needs well. Trying to stay positive about things. Guess that is all for now! Until later.