God..the order processing takes so fucking long. While waiting, i broke out again. This time, 3 new pimples on my right cheek and one on my left. They all came out on top of fading pimples and PIHs so now both my cheeks look really bumpy and red.
I had to go to school today but i couldn't. It's the first time in 4 years that i'm actually caring about my acne. I called my mom in the morning and finally confessed that i'm insecure. She allowed me to stay home but i don't think i can even go tomorrow. In fact, i don't think i can go for at least the next 2 weeks. It's the 2nd semester of my senior year and i've been accepted to all my colleges...doesn't really matter..i'll just bring an excuse saying my grandfather was terminally ill and there was nobody but me available to care for him. I remember a senior last year that missed about a month straight with that excuse..
My mom tried to buy me AC Care products. They're Korean but nobody in the world has ever heard of them. I couldn't find any information on them in the internet so i argued with my parents and they canceled their order. What did i do so recently that caused this massive flare up?? they're not hundreds of little pimples, they're like 3 or 4 big fat red ones. Those, in my opinion, are far worse than having hundreds of small ones. Also, some of my old pimples turned purple and i have 3 black PIHs clustered around each other all in my right cheek. They look like bruises and it's so disgusting.
This Regimen shit better work. Dan needs to make a product to help heal PIHs a lot faster. They take their own sweet ass fucking time.