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Long time no post, bloggyblog, its... uh, day-i-dont-give-a-fuck.

Only spot i've had this month was a teeny whitehead, otherwise i've been clear.

BP once a day in the morning, i'm thinking of trying to move it to even once every OTHER day, but i dunno yet.

Diet-wise, i still consume a fair amount of sugar, but most of it is from sugary fruit, veggies (carrots and whatnot) corn products, and a bit of flour here and there, theres a bit of sugar in the sauces my mom has used to make dinner, but i don't eat much, so i don't worry about it.

I've decided i'm sticking to the diet, because i really can't actually EAT straight sugar or bread products anymore without really bad stomach aches (worse than before) so its going to be a life long -diet- of sorts.

i feel healthier, i also feel a -bit- more awake, which was always a problem for me (drowsiness, foggy and disoriented often, mind being a bit -slow- throughout the day and sometimes i'd even -black out- kind of, where i can't recall large periods of time, like in the morning or at night) and my body overal feels a lot better, lighter and just happier.

anyway, thats all.



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Day 187 =D Im glad everything's working for you. I know what you mean about time. But for me, even though it passes by very quick I just always feel this strange stillness =/ Too much?Good luck!

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Day 187 =D Im glad everything's working for you. I know what you mean about time. But for me, even though it passes by very quick I just always feel this strange stillness =/ Too much?Good luck!
I Don't really feel a -stillness-, its more of a haze over everything and i just stop paying attention most of the time because it takes so much concentration :/But yeah, i don't even bother remembering what year/day/month/time it is anymore, since it goes by so quickly i can't plan for anything, or care to.Its funny, i remember back in 2009, i asked what year it was, thinking it was still 06, and i flip the fuck out, i had to check EVERYTHING to make sure my brother wasn't just fucking with me, which he does often, i ask what day it is every once in a while, and he always lies and says its monday when its thursday.the rest of my family find it very funny too, and half the time i miss holidays because no one informs me of them, and i don't watch TV that much. :boohoo:

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In a sense it doesn't really matter what year it is, its the present when you're truly in it, (and thats not easy), otherwise its 'day-i-dont-give-a-fuck' =DOn a less pseudo note- 2006 really :boohoo: I don't quite understand what you mean by trouble concentrating though. Some part of you must be 'there' or concentrating. Cause your write pretty sharp. You know what i mean? That insight cant come if you're not.. there?

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In a sense it doesn't really matter what year it is, its the present when you're truly in it, (and thats not easy), otherwise its 'day-i-dont-give-a-fuck' =DOn a less pseudo note- 2006 really :boohoo: I don't quite understand what you mean by trouble concentrating though. Some part of you must be 'there' or concentrating. Cause your write pretty sharp. You know what i mean? That insight cant come if you're not.. there?
Oh its not like ADD or anything, i'm very much here when i'm typing, but throughout the day i just get tired of paying attention and just kind of doze off or tune everyone out.

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