Now i've been a month on accutane. And things are not so good... My face is terrible, flaky even i moisturize it many times a day, my lips are cracking, i got dry eyes, dry nostril, now I have even some back pains when i lay down. I get new cysts pimples zits whiteheads blackheads fuckheads everyday!! I havent been popping many, just few that were "ready". I'm really fed up with this shit. Do people with no acne realize how lucky they are?? That's the question...geez... I spend 24 hours a day thinking about my face. Few years ago, when my face was clear, i knew many people who had severe acne. I can remember that i always thought "oh fuck that's horrible!! u dont look like human"
And... now my face is even worse than their used to be... and they all are clear now...
Here's a description about my face, i guess i havent told about it. So both of my cheeks are really bad, they are actually totally scarred and i got so many redmarks i almost look like Freddy Krueger. And when i take a better look, under the surface of red and scarred skin, are hundreds of bumps just to explode and damage my skin more. My jawlines have many cysts, but u hardly see them cause they are so deep under the skin. But i do feel them. I get about 4 new break outs a day.
Forehead is pretty bad aswell. But i gotta say - a month elapsed really fast. Waiting to write about month two soon! Fuck side-effects, I can do this!