So i just realized i've been on the regimen for 5 months.
Thats nearly HALF A YEAR.
Oh my god, if i hadn't of started the regimen, i'd be sitting here with acne all over my face. i just... i can't believe how long its been, and how FAST it went by, i never used to pay attention to the time, year, days, i'd literally do a double take whenever i looked at a calender, i'm THAT out of touch with reality most of the time, but the regimen is a way to keep track, of the months at least, and i'm just ASTONISHED at how much time has gone by.
i used to pretend that years go by slowly, that i have plenty of time to do whatever i wanted, but its all a lie, despite me trying to live each day as it comes, trying to drag out every minute, its all a blur, everything moves too fast to thoroughly think out each decision you're faced with, people make mistakes and have regrets, and when you think about it... 20, 30 years from now isn't that much time at all.
Now, don't get me wrong, i'm not going to get off my ass and plan for the future or any of that hoopla, i'm still going to dilude myself into thinking i have plenty of time, and i'll spend my days wasting it up until the very end, but its just a little... scary? not really the word i'm looking for, but its close enough.
Oh, and face-wise, i'm doing great, squeezed a few blackheads out, but otherwise i'm cool with my skin.