Two updates in one day, i mean seriously, i know i don't have a life, but this is just pathetic :/
i know i shouldn't get worked up over two spots, but i AM. this is how it always starts, one spot, two, four, eight, twelve, clear, repeat.
Why is my skin teasing me like this? giving me that glimmer of hope that its finally going away, showing me that my red marks WILL fade, and i have beautiful skin underneath, and then it goes and breaks out, ripping that hope out of my hands and laughing in my face.
I'm being dramatic, i know, i sound like a preteen girl having her first pimple, and acting like its the end of the world.
i should just... calm down, and sleep on it, the spots will go away, the marks will fade, and my acne WILL go away, WILL stay away, and i WILL have normal skin for once, and i WILL be happy.