i think, im making a habit of updating my progress every other day, that makes me look like im an impatient person.. if youre suffering from acne, and taking accutane, then tell me about PATIENCE..
so, im still itchy but not as itchy as i was 2 days ago.. but im not sure if my face is in the state of progress.. maybe its progressing, but in a very SLOOOOOOOW way. the redness is really frustrating.. its like a gradient of black and red that looks like i have huge patches on my skin.. and last night while i was washing my face, i accidentally rubbed one huge pimple and it bled.. (ok,after that i popped some of the pimples that were filled with pus) yikessss!
i know accutane has its own way of healing my skin,, but please ACCUTANE hurry up.. im going home next month!
so, yesterday, i was checking on blogs and have seen that people are recommending emu oil,, unfortunately, emu or emu oil dont seem to exist here.. ive tried checking every pharmacy and vitamin shops and the word "EMU OIL" seem to sound strange to them.. oh well FML! then i started checking on other remedies.. and a friend of mine suggested Turmeric Powder... next, ive seen that salicylic acid as a spot treatment at night works too? (isnt it too harsh on the skin?) finally, i was checking my drawer this morning and ive found my zinc dietary supplement and omega3 fish oil.. then inside my head is a voice thats saying, "take me! take me!" hahahaha!
which of these things should i do? and since i gave up on alcohol? can i smoke instead? just to release my tension when im stressed... im avoiding caffeine too...
one thing's for sure, i should be avoiding mirrors!
til next time!