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Just irritated.



Sometimes, I really get annoyed when I walk into a beauty shop or pharmacy. Do you know why? It's because there seems to be a thousand and one sales assistants trying to sell me some anti-acne products. It really irks me to no end because I can never seem to find peace when walking around the skin products section, looking for what I need and get out quickly. In actuality, walking down a street with those facial aesthetic clinic around tend to be bothers as well. They shove flyers in my face, babbling in Chinese about some cheap treatment that will help me with the acne problem.

I get these saleswomen have to do their job, but they're not supposed to invade my space. Just today, when I was walking around Watsons looking for an AHA product, I looked at the entire section, but I couldn't find what I was looking for. In my 'quest' to look for it, this middle-aged lady kept pestering me to try her counter's products. I was shopping alone at the time, but I know the ethics of sales. A salesperson should NEVER come in physical contact with the customer, even if it is just to catch your attention. I don't think this lady got the message the first time when I politely told her 'No, thank you.' because she did not back off, and kept badgering me when I was looking at some lip balm. She even prodded me and touched my arm, and I kept at it, being polite, and I kept saying I did not want her free trial. Three times pretty much put me off the edge, and I found myself coldly telling her 'No' and briskly walking out of the store. I didn't have the time or the energy to go complain to the manager, plus I still had some compassion and consideration towards the saleswoman. She probably would not be very well off if an unhappy customer like myself made a complaint against her.

I think the only word that can describe my mood at the moment is 'irritated'. I get it, people are trying to help me with my face problem. I've had suggestions from countless people; relatives, family friends, dermatologists, my GP, as well as my parents. It's not like it's the first time that these saleswomen tried to sell me their product, but I think today just pushed me over the edge. I'm honestly tired of it, and it's not like it will stop any time soon. I'm steady on Dan's regime, and I don't intend to hide in a hole until all my pimples clear up and then there will no longer be difficult saleswomen chasing after me. It's already enough when my grandma keeps pushing her own remedies on to me every time I see her over the holidays, but when people I don't even know try to lecture me on this sensitive issue, I get downright annoyed. I've blocked them out for a long while now, but it seems that saleswomen, like the one I encountered today, would not rest if a potential customer like me walks past their store, considering they'd get commission for it.

I think it's also partly psychological. My friends are nice, they don't breach my comfort zone when it comes to my face. I am outwardly confident, but I don't handle situations which concern with my severe acne problem as well. When one guy, my senior, asked me out of curiosity how I keep getting pimples so that it's everywhere, I answered it in a professional manner, but I could tell everyone else got awkward. It's uncomfortable, knowing that everyone sees my face problem, and I have no idea what other people say behind my back. I'm socially accepted and all, but this seems like it's so big a flaw that I'm half scared that people will just turn their backs against me and call me pizza face or something. I know beauty is only skin deep, but outward appearances count too, and very much for that matter. Now I am not really in the position to attract someone of the opposite sex, knowing that they are likely to be repulsed by the idea of having an 'ugly' girlfriend...

So yeah, even if I academically excel and I have many friends, I have terrible insecurity when it comes to my skin. Even when I mask it pretty well, it all boils down to that, and it really emotionally hurts. I'd like to keep myself looking straight forward, and getting the results I want from Dan's regime so that I would not have this low self-esteem anymore. Let's be optimistic, shall we?

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I feel ya. When I go into a mall I'd rather take the longest way possible to avoid those cosmetic counters...so frustrating. I already didn't like getting my eyebrows waxed because it was physically painful sometimes, but c'mon I don't need to hear about your cucumber, honey, mint, and lemon remedy for acne asian lady!!! It is hard to be positive, but you just have to kind of force yourself to be positive. Things will get better soon.

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