So I'm a skin squeezer, picker. I've done it for so long that the impulse to do it is pretty great. I've decided that I'm going to stop but the problem is I just see the blackheads, whiteheads, and pimples pilling up. I have some acne scarring and I really don't want anymore. Even let's say my acne scar on the tip of my nose goes away, it doesn't take away the fact of my active acne. Just more mess waiting to happen. I don't know if I should go on anymore antibiotics because they seem pretty useless. I have tried pretty much everything except the dreaded accutane and honestly I just might go for the plunge. I don't want to see another blackhead, whitehead or pimple again. I have an elastic band on my wrist to stop me from touching my face. When I do touch it, I flick the band. I can't believe how many times I've already flicked it. This is going to take a while. There's no maintenance regimen nonsense that's going to rid me of my acne. Accutane seems like my last ditch effort. I just hear that it's bad for depression and I'm scared about that. No more acne... No more scars... I'm fed up.