I had some anxiety and depression today. It was not fun. I obsessively thought about my nose scar for a while during class. I don't know why I can't snap out of it. You can only see it in some lighting and up close but it bothers me so much. I think I need psychological counseling. I drink too many energy drinks and coffee too. Something to lift me up but it only miserably lasts a short while. I'm so sad and I can't snap out of it. I feel hideous.