Just thought I would vent and share what's going on while I'm waiting for this 30 day wait to be over.
1. I got a kitten. I thought it would cheer me up and it has quite a bit. I'm still real down, but she makes me feel a lot better, I'm totally in love with her. She's 8-10 weeks old, they weren't really sure, I adopted her from the humane society. I told myself I was not going to get a cat that day, i was just going to look, and then I saw her behind the glass, little calico ball of fluff with fuzz coming out of her ears. She stared at me and didn't look away and I said, "Aww hell." They took her out to interact with me, and at first she was scared, ran into the corner to hide from the sound of barking dogs in the shelter, but after a while, she crawled into my lap, rubbed her face against my hand and purred. I took her home and she hasn't stopped purring since. She's been wonderful, very playful, very affectionate, and sleeping with me, all curled up every night....except for last night where she kept pouncing on EVERYTHING and I couldn't sleep. Not play time Toulouse, sleep time. I named her Toulouse after my favorite artist, Toulouse Lautrec.
2. I'm starting to get very annoyed with my job, every day, I just don't want to be there. Every time the phone rings, I feel like my soul dies just a little bit more. I'm 24, these are supposed to be the best years of my life and I'm wasting them in a cubicle. I want to have an adventure, I want to learn how to sword fight, speak japanese, be a painter, learn how to cook, how to crochet, how to build a 57 Chevy, climb a moutain, feel sexy, get married, have a house in Colorado and build a replica of Bag End in the backyard so I can hide from my probably annoying future husband because right now, I can't imagine every loving anyone as much as I love my ex, and anyone else would be settling....and I do NOT want to WORK. Talk about a run on sentance.
And...I guess that's it.