Mood:

Day: 107

I came back to my hometown, just to visit my family for the weekend. It's been a month since i've last saw them...they looked at my face and said my skin definitely improved! Happy, Happy =) However u know the saying, ur, ur worst critic...i'm not completely satisfied w my skin yet...It seems like the red marks are slowly fading...but the scaring...It seems like i've been getting a lot of scarring recently. Will these scars go away? I pray that they're temporary. I've been flushing a lot too. I can feel feel the flush coming...but strangely when i look at the mirror, i'm not even red. The good news is, i have no actives! I have a couple of clogged pores but that it. My skin feels soo smooth. I recently bought Dr Perricone MD Skin Clear toner, I've heard so many good things about it and I finallly got my hands on it! I've used it for a day and so far it's good...i really like the minty smell and the cool sensation feels so good on my skin. My lips have been getting more chapped than usual.

I need to put something on my lips every 20 mins or else my skin on my lips literally peels off. The reoccuring rash on top of my hands went away...the key is to moisturize everyday. Other than that, i can't believe it's day 107! I can't wait to be done w accutane...and see my optimal results. About a few weeks before i'm done, i'm meeting a friend who i haven't seen in 10 years...I HOPE my skin is flawless by that time.

Please scarring go away....