well i havent been on here for like a 8 months or so!

i moved to NZ and had fine skin from sep - feb. nothing that upset me too much. the tablets ran out and i stopped using differin untill i had a spot or 2 and i was doing well

then come feb and WHAM i got break out after break out and they wont go

im still not eating dairy, didnt start doing anything different.

i was gettin so down. i work in a bar here and i was feeling really low about myself and how i looked.

i felt like every time it cleared up it only last a few months then i be hit again by acne and it wint shift!

so i then chattered to some of my friends and one of the had been on roaccutane and u wud never ever of guessed it. his skin was sooo clear and no scars. then i found out my flatmate was on it as well. so i rang the doc and went along.

its expensive as im not a resident here so in UK it would be free but here i have to pay quite a lot

but i just hope it worksi have one month supply at 30mg then i go up to 60mg for 2 months

then back to doc for check.

im real nervous about the side effects but i just want it to work, im real hopeful it will!

i m stocked up on gentle cleanser, moisturiser, sun screen, lip balm, eye drops and jojoba oil so i can fight any dryness!

i just want this to work so wen i turn 26 i have turned my back on acne!!!