i'm sick of it. my skin.the ice pick scars. i look like a fucking guy.the little bumps and craters all along my jaw and chin. it's fucking disgusting.i can't even afford to get face wash anymore.Murad ruined my face. m y face was never this bad.i'm so fucking upset and furious.i can see brown and red scars more than ever now too.and all this bleached looking hair.i don't get it. why did my face get like this?The hair sticks out too, i feel like a guy.and what's more, i'm getting fat.and yet there's no air in the bikes or anything so ic an't even go exercise.I'm so tired of this.i'm tired of moneyi'm tired of acnei'm tired of cryingi'm tired of hating myselfi want to fucking be NORMAL AGAIN.