okay, so it's day 2. i only picked once! im so proud of myself, all i did was squeeze one whitehead quick and easy. only im not done my morning regimen yet, so we'll see. Doing it in the dark, aside from when i absolutely have to watch my face really works, but i still have a big problem touching my face, but one thing at a time right? after the last 2 days my face still looks really bad, but i refuse to dwell on it. it just sucks that at 27 i look more like im 17. ppl always say oh you'll grow out of it, ya right! luckily i don't have to go to work like the rest of the world, so i can hide. not that that is good either, but i think just until it goes away, then when i hv to face up i can at least try to cover myself up with makeup. my face doesnt feel as itchy right now. yesterday it was so bad i had to stomp around to distract myself, and i just wanted to crawl out of my skin. im still sort of keeping up with the log too. wonder how long i will. got to be positive... i cant be so consumed with this that i forget everything else.