I hardly have words to say. i am so discouraged! my acne is just absolutely disgusting and to
make things better, i have like a dry skin beard! its flaky and nasty all over..
my friend wanted me to go to the movies tonight and i said no because i just can't go out like this. i could hardly make it through school, i just wanna cry.
i get new pimples every day, new blackheads, new pustules, and that gross stuff..NEW EVERY DAY! i dont get it! i guess thats why im discouraged, because i just think, how can this get better?
thank goodness school is getting out soon and i can keep my disgusting face to myself! i can't wait for next year though, new face, new confidence, maybe i'll start acting like a normal highschooler and go out on the weekends:)
well, it is very hard to go through this, but my hope is in the Lord. He is my strength every day, he gives me the perseverance to keep pushing:) i found the perfect Bible verse last night too! its Romans 8:25 - But if we hope for what we do not yet have, we wait for it patiently.
meaning, im hoping for the wonderful end result of accutane (that i dont have yet) and while its excrutiatingly hard, i wait for it patiently:)
The Lord is good! â™¥Lu