I've been pretty clear for about two and a half weeks...then a series of spots popped up in the same place as always, my left cheek. I didn't wait, I picked of course. They healed within a few days because I'm mean to them and force them to reduce quicker using unconventional methods. This leaves scars and little bumps but at this point I would rather deal with those than a spot. This is me being stubborn again. I can deal with the mental distress over covering a scar more so than covering a bump...know why? Cause I cry when I have to cover that bump. I know...I'm selfish and I have high expectations of myself. I need to get over that and until I do I will probably keep picking and scarring and not being completely happy.
I can't wait until the day when I can walk outside without makeup and be happy.