I've been fairly busy yet unproductive....this is the first time in my life, that i've taken such a long break! I'll be hearing the final verdict for the job I applied to very soon...I had to wait 3 weeks for them to decide! My 3 weeks is coming due this week...so hopefully i hear some good news~ Ahhh~ like i said if i do get this job, I will have to move. It's not a 9-5 job so my lifestyle would be so different...it would be very exciting! I should just enjoy this freedom to do nothing right now...but for some reason, I just feel like my days are being wasted. I guess what i'm trying to say is right now i'm not living my life to the fullest...I'm just living each day, day by day and waiting for the verdict...augh why can't they just tell me. All these protocols, all this waiting makes me want to have this job even more.
Tomorrow will be my day 15 on 60mg...I still don't feel much of a difference from being on 30mg. My skin has not dramatically improved, yet it's getting better and better each day. I remember I noticed a great improvement on day 30. The corner of my mouth offically cracked...and boy does it hurt! I had to constantly apply lip balm...it helped a lot. ANd now i learned my lesson, not to yawn so big next time. I have about 4 active pimples now, just the red marks makes it look like i have more....I've been washing my face with diluted lemon juice and putting real (from the plant) aloe vera gel topically every day. I do notice the red marks getting lighter but not enough.,,and not fast enough. Anyways it does feel refreshing rinsing my face with lemon.
The rash on the top of my hands are all gone, I still have dry eyes and I still feel very thristy all the time. I feel tired though....I still wake up 2 times every night...and It's a little hard to fall back to sleep after...
I think i should just stop thinking too much.. =)