I don't feel that time is neccessarily going fast bc I'm on accutane... Wish it would go by faster. There are days when time seems to be going fast but days like today, 4 months seems so far away. I can't wait till my skin is clear... It just feels like my life is halted at this moment. I rather just stay home, I don't care about fashion and looking good anymore...I'm not sure If it's depression or me changing into a non materialistic person but this whole acne experience is definitely a humbling one. I have my second job interview in 2 days! I'm getting nervous... I just pray that my acne will not look noticeable... On my previous post one of my hopes has come true!! My skin is not peeling and flaky anymore~ the secret? Cetaphil moisturizing cream for dry to very dry skin! I love it~ my makeup actually stays! If I get this job, the next 2 month will be busy..but if I don't then I will just think of this as a great experience. Going thru the whole interview process is really good practice. Hopeully all goes well on Thursday~ hopefully I don't break out!!
My lips are becoming really dry... I always need to have my lips moisturized. My lips aren't dried to the point where is peeling and cracking but if I don't put anything on them it will certainly do it's damage on them. I recently bought lip buffer and lipgloss called My favorite lipgloss from bath and body and it's pretty good. I really like the long lasting shine, looks very pretty. I also have a few new whiteheads, my big bumps are not as big as they were before! I'm so thankful for that. Everyday I see changes on my skin which really gives me the hope to move on w this treatment.
Recently my chest feels heavy and it hurts whenever I breathe deeply or change position when I sleep. I sleep on my side but when I roll over to my back I feel this pressure on my chest. Maybe it's my lungs I don't know. Also when I wake up in the morn I feel the same pressure. It's not bothering me in any way but I'm a little worried... I had bronchitis before and it's the same symptom that u feel on ur chest. And I don't have a cold and I'm not coughing so it can't be bronchitis. I pray that nothng is wrong with me for me to stop taking accutane...that would suck. Anyways think positively... I have been drinking a fair amount of h2o lately and everyday at 4am i wake up to go to the washroom eeeerrr~ everyday!!!
I can't wait till month 3 when I see drastic results, it's true the first month on accutane is the hardest...