So i'm 2 months and 2 weeks into accuane. Nothing much has changed yet, eczema is back on both hands, very dry and painful. Face still very dry, cracked lips, muscle pain, very sensitive skin like anything could make me bleed.even wind
and what else? i'm gonna end my 3 months in 2 weeks and i'd have 2 more months to go.
I really am not able to smile or stay positive, last night i got drunk eventhough wwe're not supposed 2 drink but oh well it couldnt hurt to drink once.. and then i saw my neighbor crush with a girl at 4 am and they both entered his appartment:( laughing.. maybe she's just a friend but i still feel jealous eventhough me and this neighbor r not even friends..but i was planning on doing something abt it...u know! damn i hate this! WHY CAN'T I GET OVER THIS GUY! what's wrong with me!!??? i cant believe i was crying over something i don't even have.i'm really so confused and i have a lot of stuff going on! i had a date last night, he was so sweet and cute but all i could think of is my neighbor! all the FREAKIN time and now that i think he has a girl, it makes it even worse. so anyway 3 months for summer and i can be happy again...i hope something happens...and changes my life..makes it happier , maybe a miracle or whatever that gives me hope.pffftt i know no one cares about this but this is my blog and i'm here to complain!!
not supposed to break out anymore an things should get better soon.. let's just hope so! fingers crossed! good luck to all of u and let me know if u have suggestions on the eczema