I hate going through these mood swings. I hate it because the one spot I thought I had under control has gotten bigger. Ugh. I hate you I hate you I HATE YOU! I'm convinced that this is why people become drug addicts and alcoholics.
I think one of the problems is I haven't really been eating the past two days because I haven't had time really and when I do hae time I just forget about it because I'm not hungry at that moment.
I hate this. I hate my face. I feel ugly.
I'm not ugly. It will go away. I have to be patient. That's the rational part of me speaking but that's the version of me that's way under the surface right now. I feel like going home again because there my parents don't judge me for having obvious problems with my skin. Effin sucks. I'm gonna go take a shower. I already got up super early and did the moisturizer routine. I need to calm down.