So I just introduced myself in the introduction forums and now I've decided to blog because I need to tell someone about what's going on with my problematic face because I'm too embarrassed to talk about it with the people I know, including the guy I'm seeing.
I just wish it would go away. I never had this problem before about a year ago and now it is this persistent leech in my life that sucks all my life spirit out of me and makes me even more self-conscious than I was before. And I'm sorry for spelling errors I'm typing quick because I have to go tutor in about 20 minutes.
Anyway, I just really hope to find someone on here who has the same problem I do...not necessarily bad acne but the occasional breakout that litters my face and makes it impossible for me to be happy. Even though it doesn't look that bad! It's one little spot that is making me feel like complete crap and people keep asking me what is wrong with me and I'm SURE they can see it. I should upload pics of the sucker but my camera is out of commission.
But yeah, that's pretty much all I have to say right now. Except tonight is hangout night with the guy and I'm just not thrilled for him to see me like this. He's seen me like this before but I hate that it keeps happening y'know? It's been constant for the past month...as soon as one goes away another one pops up. Am I being too depressed? I am aren't I...I'm letting this control my life and I shouldn't. I'm gonna take a deep breath. Ok...I took more than one. Off to tutoring.