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End of Month 4



I'm over halfway :] My skin is still annoying, but I look back on how bad it was 4 months ago and

I'm SO THANKFUL for the improvement. Much more self confidence. I think what makes me feel so bad right now is that im ghostly pale! In the summer ill feel better and the scars wont show as much cause ill be tanner, hopefully! My back had a breakout a few weeks ago with about 5 cysts, I was so upset. It has cleared nicely though but of course, scars left everywhere. I hate that I have a few scars on my chest, because thats the one place they are hard to hide =/ makeup shows there because im so pale and stuff. i feel less depressed than i did a month ago. the winter has been really rough to get through because of the dry skin and bloody nose every morning when i wake up =[ had bloodwork done last week, havent seen the results yet but i have a derm appointment monday, we'll see how it goes. im ready to be off this stuff!

current side effects:

-joint pain (bad in hips, shoulders)

-bloody mucous in nose

-dry skin, lips, scalp, mouth, eyes (nothing unusual)