So I was supposed to pick up my script yesterday, but it just snowed in the mountains and I couldn't resist a day off to snowboard my heart out. That and a shitty day at work coupled with a supportive boyfriend talking me into taking the day off didn't hurt either I took a shower in the cabin and turned out the lights after the SECOND I caught my reflection. He noticed. Said why do I hide behind my hair and turn away, it's not that bad that I'm beautiful. I know he means what he says, but I just don't believe it myself.
Just took the first pill and I'm hoping beyond all hope that I don't get the IB before or on Sunday. Yah yah yah, that's only 1 more pill between now and "the big dinner out" but I want to look my best. Selfish? Yes. But I don't care, I would like to take one nice picture on a nice dinner out without scrutinizing the marks through my makeup.
While I was waiting on my Claravis 40mg (for those who are wondering) I stocked up on goodies. Super moisturizing and breakage protective shampoo and conditioner. Biotin. Neutrogena Moisture wrap lotion, Aquaphor, Eucerin ointment for severely dry hands. Tomorrow I hit the Clinique counter for some of the moisturizer for upset skin.
I can feel a gnarly one on my forehead next to my hairline, hard and painful. C'mon tane, do some work on the disaster zone known as my face!