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Its So Hard, Too Hard...acne

I was writing such a huge text and the pc just restarted and everything gone, fuck fuck fuck !. Now I will write again but shortly. Acne ruined my life and this shit going further. Its so hard to fight with it, with acne and with feelings. Its so hard to go in the street, its so hard to talk with peole, its so weird to use make up(I am a man, but just cant not to use, its to bad, what is more currently make up is so shit speaking about coverage, I waiting for a dermablend).Almost no friend, no girlfriend, afraid to fall out university(I'm serious) and muh more shity things. If there is such a thing as LIFE then I am death. What I actually do- get up,eat, going to university, going home, eat,TRYING to study,eat, going to sleep. And all over again. If this is the life then I dont need it. I just want to feel free, for me freedom is clear face, if you have it you are the king, many people cant even imagine what they have, its so so weird. Maybe I am wrong,maybe its just another case of severe acne, not a cancer, just acne. But both kills your slowly. Nevermind that acne will go away one day, and cancer can kill you in years or two( I dont know much about it). I am living now, not in the future, where I will have cleat skin and will be free as a bird. Maybe. I started to use antidepressants before some days, I hope it will help me somewhow. I need a person to listen to me and understand. I am male,19,with severe(now) acne(I want to believe moderate to severe in some areas). I thing I need a friend. Write to me, someone, I am human, not a monster inside me, please

Simple dreams

Simple dreams


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