This year is the worst. At the beginning of the year my acne wasnt that serious yet i complained alot. now i regret complaining. A few months later i got sunburnt. my cheeks were red. worse yet, i was having my exams. Thankfully, it lasted for 3 days. Everything was back to normal. Just 2 months ago, my skin start breaking out. I was at my breaking point. I stayed at home not wanting to go out. I tried using diffrerent stuff on my face. And that is how i got my allergies. My face was worse than before. Contact dermititis lasted for abt 3 weeks. It was itchy, swollen and i looked lyk a blowned up apple. ok that does nt make sense but my cheeks were red and swollen and there were pimple like things on it too. the surface was rough. i thot i was gonna stay lyk that forever. Thank god, my derm told me that its gonna go away soon. A month later, its all gone. now im left with my acne red marks. a few pimples on my forehead and also on my chin. My cheeks are still red and people still stare and ask abt it. But i told myself that i've been through the worst and they dunno shit about my skin.
p.s what doesnt kill you makes you stronger, ryt?
so acne may not seem that bad when you been through what i've been thru. But i still wish the red marks would fade away soon.
At the meantime, i guess i gotta get use to being the odd one out. So im gonna do that with a happy heart!
My dad called me ugly last night. So i was crying the whole night. Woke up early the nxt morning ..breath in the fresh air. felt so alive again. so i thot "screw it! im done looking at mirror 24/7" So im gonna try stop being depressed abt my red cheeks and let it recover n let those strangers stare n tell off anyone who ask me abt my cheeks. Im gonna stop living lyk a depressed bitch and gotta hav the attitude to stand up bcoz im human n i deserved to be treated lyk one!!!!
Im so angry ryt nw. ><
my first blog
My acne started last year. It begin with a few acne papules and it faded away. But it left red acne marks. Right now i got bright red cheeks which is so obvious and people stares at my face where ever i go making me feel uncomfortable. Currently im not using any facial cleanser or moisturizer. I wash my face with plain water and put aloe vera overnight. Im not sure if it is improving my skin. I have also been avoiding junk food, soda drinks, fried stuff and diary. i feel so helpless right now. I do not want to stay home and hide myself neither do i want to go out and show my face. But i gotta help out in the shop and sometimes the customers comment on my cheeks. I feel so depressed and dunno wat to do.