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I hate my face

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Djbluzclooz

Djbluzclooz

10/27/2011

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10/27/2011

 

Patience Is A Virtue

I ordered Dan's BP and it said its projected date was the 25th. Well, now its the 26th and when I left for work yesterday morning I thought when I got home there would be a package waiting for me. So disappointed. Maybe tomorrow? I'm running out of the Neutrogena On the Spot treatment so I'm hoping the BP gets here, yesterday I've been washing my face according to the Regimen, and I only missed one washing session. I fell asleep on the couch :/ I've taken more pictures but I'm too lazy to put them up here right now. I hope it's working. I have been using random moisturizers and I know I need to pick one and love it, but I don't like any of them right now. I've been terrified on BP stains and I think I ruined a shirt. Granted its not so ruined, it's a Tie Dye T-shirt, but...it still isn't fun to see bleach stains. So now I'm worried about hugging people and staining their clothes. What if when my acne clears up I go on a date and I hug somebody and stain them? (Yeah right, keep dreaming) Such a fun life! If I'm not self conscious about one thing its another.

Djbluzclooz

Djbluzclooz

10/26/2011

 

Acne Defines Me

Introducing the gross girl with acne..... I never had acne until I was about 19. I really didn't wash my face before then either. Once I had my daughter and stopped breastfeeding, I started getting a few pimples here and there. So, I thought I would be proactive (pun) and start washing and moisturizing daily. I started with Clinique and my skin got worse. I went back to not doing anything and it got better. But then, after about a year I started to get a lot of pimples so I started to try everything I could get my hands on. Do you really need a list? Proactiv, Murad, Dermalogica, Arbonne, Mary Kay, Acne Free, Panoxyl, Clarisonic mia, dermatologist stuff... I'm 25 and it's not fun anymore. It's actually really embarrassing. I already had an awful self image and this is just.....when I look in the mirror to do my hair, I try not to look at my face. I hate washing my face because I have to feel each pimple. I'm sick of this fight! This is the worst my face has been. My acne has migrated to the side of my face, it used to be just on my chin and forehead. Actually, it was probably worse a week ago. But, a week ago I started using Neutrogena on the spot treatment, Purpose cleanser, and random moisturizers with jojoba oil. Today I ordered Daniel Kern BP. Here is to confronting the monster and making a change.

Djbluzclooz

Djbluzclooz

10/19/2011

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10/20/2011

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