So I've never blogged before, in any form. So I'm kind of shocking myself writing a blog for my acne. But somehow my diary just wasn't cutting it for me anymore. I wasn't really getting anywhere with that. I feel kind of weird being on this site, because I tend not to let people know how much my acne affects me. I brush it off with my parents and friends, but they don't really know how I feel about it. It disgusts me. I don't have cystic or anything, but I've been breaking out a lot in the past week. I guess stress from school, but there's only so many times I can play the blame game before I just get depressed. None of my friends have acne really. I have it the worse. But like I said, I never show how much I care. Then people act weird, you know. I'm not sure if it's good to pretend, but it's easy. It's like a secret of mine, but not really well kept since you know...it's on my face and all. But who's rude enough to be like "OH HEY, you have acne. Wanna talk about it? That sucks." -_- My parents say I'll grow out of it, but let me just say I'm not 14 and a freshman anymore. If I were going to grow out of this, it would have been a long time ago. But hey, that's what laser surgery is for, right?