i have never written a blog before but i think i can do this. My acne consumed my life everyday, i wake up its there, another new one in an obvious place. i have to convience myself everyday not to cry, my self esteem is at an all time low. At work a kid asked me about it, asking if i had tried this product or that product and then he said something that never occured to me. i was talking about how gross i feel and unattractive and then he said i could see that, someone might freak out if you kissed them. he wasnt trying to be mean but that thooght never occured to me and i wonder how many people thought i looked gross and wouldnt kiss me because of my acne. i thought my face would improve since getting older, but its seems to have become worst. i dont know what to do.