today in the life of sandra_jean is okay i mean i made up with my mom but that doesnt mean that im not hating my life. the only time i felt free all week is when i watched degrassi the boiling point last night i mean spinner marrying emma can u say weird. anyways things happen to those who wait but i have been waiting a lifetime and im still here waiting. i mean if this is what i get for being a good person then screw it. my bff wont even talk to me man i hate this summer is a bust not a must lol. yes pun intended. well off to seek new adventures in the world. peace
today in the life of sandra_jean is horrible. i feel trapped without comprehention. i just hate feeling lost in a world of skinny chicks and im sitting here fat as can be. i dont have face acne i have chest, underarm, and leg acne i cant stand looking at myself in the mirror i look nasty man. everaldo leon gerrara i need u thats my dad ppl ya my birth dad. so today im ganna cut this one short and swim yup swim peace
today in the life of sandra_jean i sit here and wonder why me? ive been good all my life. i dont steal or do drugs, and im there if anyone needs me and they all know that. my life keeps getting worse and worse and its like my like is on a train to missory and there is no brake lever. my school life sucks so hard i just dont know what to do with myself, im failing at life and its all my fault, its my fault being who i am inside. im funny and can make you laugh when you breathing hard but why me if you have a answer plz let me know!
today in the life of sandra_jean is horrible, i wake up feeling sad because knowing i have chest acne makes it that much worst being me. my best friend in the world hardly knows about the real me and i hide in shame feeling im not good enough hoping one day my true prince charming ecepts me the way i was ment to be. i dont wanna hide behind my scars and pimples i hate it looking in the mirror i mean, why me i always ask i always get the short end of the stick and sadly noone knows how much pain i harber inside. my mind fills full with doubt and hatride tworde myself but i will never let it get the best of me. sure my best friend will never find me as in sandra_jean. my family i hope will always be there wainting for me. i hope??!!