my acne s annoying me~!!
its mild when controlled with bp but PERSISTENT also the acne that i get HURTS.
its like theyre sore. i have another cyst on my chin and a nodule or watever on my cheek.
i had one on my cyst under the surface thingy area ut thats healing now.
I WANT ACCUTANE. but i kno the derm wont prescribe it to me.
my face is dry, scaly and itchy. i cant mover it comfortaby. its like ive got onld peo[les skin
or like ive had botox or something done eirghghh guess i
my breakouts were stopping and my marks were nearly gone and then bam i break out again.
i have one on my chin which hurts like helll damn i dont know how people deal with chin acne its one of the most painful things. eurghhhh its a nodule or a cyst too early to tell eyt. though one good thing is that you cant see it yet so im going to see my gf today before it gets nasty. funny how i pan things around my stupide acne!!!.
got one or two on my left cheek.
right cheek was clear but now im
still breaking out. i think one of the spots is a cyst thatll turn nasty. its under the skin atm and really hurts to the touch, also its right next to the cyst under the skin thingy which is annoying.
ive ordered turmeric pill which is antiinflmatorry and should be beneficial acne and health wise aso ordered vit c and niacin lets see how it goes.
im thinking that it was so not worth using bp only once a day i know have to suffer and deal with the consequences!!! FML i feel so angry and mostly upset i feel so sad and tired of all this i havnt seen my gf either im too disgusted with myself
goiing to search and order more acne produts as usual.
still breaking out i really want to see my gf but i cant bring myself because my face is revolting and new breakouts keep popping up fml
ive added jojoba to my left cheek so i might have new little friends again tonight .
IM LOSING HOPE NOW
i feel total crap i dont even want to talk much about my skin.
anyhow i havnt used the aha since. its not moisturising for me and my skins extremely dry
i think ill probably use it tomorrow. i dont know well see.
ive also ordered olay regenerist night cream hopefully thatll be my missing piece . its coming on tues so well have to wait and see
i feel so shitty right now! i feel depressed and angry at my acne and my face for making me go through this, i feel angry at myself for letting it get to me and for letting my gf down on thurs but ill make it upto her, hopefully shell be k with it fmllllll i hate myself for this!!!!!! i hate myself for letting it get to me ughhhhhhhhh.
skin wise ...
left cheek is being a fkkkiin pain in the a**!!! ive got "something" (i dont kknow whether itll be a cyst, nodule or whatever, its just slight
ok so the spot i got on my right cheek is infact a whitehead!! im soo glad its not a nodule!! im putting mb drying lotion on it and it seems to be coming to a head and drying. i think (hopefully) it wont be too hard to deal with.
wel wel wel my left cheek is annoying!! i have something coming up next to the cyst under the skin thing. its too early to tell what it is but im hoping its not a cyst nodule or anything too hard to deal with. ive blobbed alot of bp on it today, which kind of worr
so im officially breaking out i woke up up breaking out on my left cheek. its too early to say what kind of spot they are, but im also breaking out on my right cheek where id ont usually break out here theres a painful nodule!!
im slapping on the bp did the regiimen in the morning to which is a shame because my skin was looking so glowy and i was recieving alot of compliments!!! fml looks like i have to thinkk if somethig else now!!!
im just planning to stik to regimen morning and night ti
the tiny spot on my right cheek is as good as gone BUT im breaking out on my left cheek FML.
I really like this new regimen hopefully my brekout will be nothing major and ill be able to get through it if i keep breaking out and i break out in big spots im going to have to go back to the old one of using bp twice a day. though thatll be ashame because i love how soft my skin feels, how my skin colours evening out and how i looks more healthier but i dont think its worth if if i carry on breaking
went to weddig and party all went well and i was glad that i went.
anyhow skins looking good.
i have a tiny spot on my right cheek but i think its probaly due to pillow case or irritation its nothing major and is realy small.
other wise all is good.
im really scared that im going to breakout. its like a fear at the back of my mind whichl take some time to go away.
i hope i dont break out, i like how my new regimen make my skin look and i dont want to have to change it again.
well im going to a wedding tomorrow and then party on sunday.
this means putting my insecurities aside and socialising for once. i havnt been out and seen people i havt seen in years for a long time.
hopefully all will go great.
skinwise i think its ok. but my left cheek slightly hurts when i move it, i hope its not the signs of an cyst i soo hope i dont breakout!!!!!!!!!!!!
ive changed my regimen and ive added paul and joes whitening serum ive been doing this for 2 days now.
i dont apply bp in the morning as the serum contains vitamin c and i believe it would cancel out. so what i do is wash my face with cetaphil cleanser (as much as i love dans cleanser it is too drying for me to use twice daily), moisturise with eucerin wait like 10/15 mins wash hands again and apply 2/3 pumps of serum (this is a little amount the pumps not big but it is enough to go on entir
so i was doing the regimen and on the cyst under the surface thing i can feel somethhing!!!
its like a bloked pore only under the skin and i cant see it or anything i can just feel it!!
also when i move my cheek arond it hurts like somethings going to come up like a cyst or something1!! FML I THINK I SPOKE TOO SOON
i hope it doesnt turn into a cyst within time. god i already have scaring on this place and the remaing ugly mark and scar from the trauma previous reoccuring cyst has done!!!
ok so my skin is very nearly near where i want it to be and that is IF I dont break out!!
my breakout that ive had has gone leaving only marks behind which are slowly going away,
i can honestly say if i didnt have have the breakout that ive been through i would have been very nealy completely clear without the marks and all, but hey ho.
so i havnt still used the argan oil just yet im scared to but i will sometime soon.
today ive used dans aha on my right cheek to see how it takes it a
FML! cyst under the skin seems red and it looks like im getting something as it looks quite red
i hope im just paranoid and that nothing comes up pleaseeeeeeeeeee i dont want to break out againnnnnn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
wel it looks better breakout have healed THOUGH i can steel feel bump under the skin where they were ughhh!! wel atleast theyre not hurting or anything.
the one on my cheek and chin have heaked leaving brown marks behind. the chin one still has a little bump but theres nothing i can do about it. also the one on my cheek has a bump when i touch it. now i dont know if i have to wait for the whole cycle again for it to come out or whether itl go on its own. only time will tell.
im doing the
tired right now so wont update much
all i can say isthat myskin is still hurting especially the chin spot when i move my face talk lough etc.
and the cheek one hurts to touch fml
the cheek one; dunno wat its doing its just there
(note to self look more into argan oil and where i can buy it from for a reasonable price)
skin still lookin not good i just hope i can get past these breakouts and that i dont have anymore coming up because i dont think i can deal with anymore seriously it too drAINING!!!
i dont know what to say about the clinique spot gel. i obviously put it on but i kept getting the urge to peel it once it was dry then i applied some more and peeeled until my skin became raw and started throbbing so you can imagine the trauna ive done to my chin!!!!
so this morning i put mario badescu drying
as if it wasnt bad enough enough im gettingone on my cheek bone now too!!!! FML!
this is so fkin annoying im so done with this s
the one on my chin isnt doing anything infact it still hurts and is sore!!!!! not to mention the massive ugly colour of it like ive burnt it with a cig!!!eurghh
also the one one my cheek loos the same these are big nasty one that hurt that are sore big with no f head and nothing seems to do the job.
for my chin today ive been spot treating it with cliniqie s
cyst or nodule on the chin isnt doing anything eurgh it still looks a nasty mess and most of all it hurtsss!!!!!
one on my cheeks coming up 2!!!!! bleurghhh i need a good spot treatment nothings working as good.
this is getting me down!
i forgot how nasty these chin cyst can be! omg it f hurts!!
also its not gone down or showin signs or coming to a head fml
i am really anoyed at it meeting the gf today and gosh ill be facing my right side to her soshe dunt spot it and hopefully itl be dark by the time i see her!! ffs its so annoyinn and silly how this can get to me but it is! its just i really expect not to be dealing with this right now!
anyways i think its because for one i dont do the regimin on my chin as i dont really
i dont whether to be upset or abit relieved.
im upset as i have a cyst on the side of my chin which was a blocked pore.
but happy because its on my chin and not my cheeks, my cheeks dont need to go through
the cyst trauma, seen as though its likely to scar and i already have a few little scars.
meeting the gf on fri!
gosh i feel so paro about this cyst thingy eurghhhhhhhh
i hope it goes down. im just going to keep slapping mb frying cream on.
ill start doing other stupid stuff afte
the cyst under the skin thing mark looks awful
also that dot on the left side is stil there and i duno what its doing;
this is realy realy frustrating because i dont know whats going to happen
whether things are going to get worse or better