So I am 28 years old and have been dealing with acne for as long as I can remember.. I have done every treatment system available.. I have also been seeing a dermatologist for about 5 years and we have tried every topical suggestion he had. I am currently using proactiv and differein and taking minocycline and I still have breakouts.... I am most of the time under control but this has been a bad week... I have not left my house since last sunday because I feel too ugly to face the world.. I also feel crazy about feeling this way. It makes me feel shallow and sick to my stomach. When I go out it seems like evertone has clear skin and they are all looking at me... I get out of the shower and look and the mirror and cry at all the red spots. I want my face back. I dont want acne to control my life but it is really hard. I thought by this age this acne battle would have been over but hello its not!