Well, this is day 3 of using AcneScript. i think right now it's much much too early to tell. My face seems decent (as decent as it usually is, which isn't decent, but whatever.) but not great. not clear, still pretty oily, still pretty dry, and i got a couple new spots. but i've been slacking on my face wash, so i'll try to keep that up. I'll probably check back in a week when i can see if it's working better.
i'm sick of it. my skin.the ice pick scars. i look like a fucking guy.the little bumps and craters all along my jaw and chin. it's fucking disgusting.i can't even afford to get face wash anymore.Murad ruined my face. m y face was never this bad.i'm so fucking upset and furious.i can see brown and red scars more than ever now too.and all this bleached looking hair.i don't get it. why did my face get like this?The hair sticks out too, i feel like a guy.and what's more, i'm getting fat.and yet there's no air in the bikes or anything so ic an't even go exercise.I'm so tired of this.i'm tired of moneyi'm tired of acnei'm tired of cryingi'm tired of hating myselfi want to fucking be NORMAL AGAIN.
I guess late is better than never. Mood: content Face: meh. chin area is getting pretty bad/scarry. getting irritated about it. So, my facewash that i've normally been using has run out. Not happy about it. I'm going to go back to using baking soda. That'd be fine, but 1)pretty sure it doesn't work and 2) i can't afford to get apple cider vinegar. so in the long run i think it'd ruin my face. not sure what to do now, no money, no hope left. it's really hard to be positive lately. i'm getting fatter too, i really want to exercise but the bikes i wanted to use have no air in the tires ;||| maybe tomorrow. i'm drinking water like crazy. i've completely dropped soda out of my diet. only water and tea for me. what used to help though doesn't seem to be helping anymore though. i'm hoping my face is just adjusting to the baking soda. i need money for a new face wash.