I touch my face too much..

Arghhh, it's just so hard not to. I get bored and then I'll just touch my face. Not really doing anything in general, just touching. Like when I'm tired. I'll just run my hand down my face. Or when I'm not doing anything, I'll feel for any new zits, pick at scabbed skin, anything. Even when I'm sleeping, I usually sleep on a hand.

Anyone else like this? I need to stop, it's just a matter of control I guess. Distractions are needed and I can't find one that can take place of this hobby. I know I can't be alone on this...!

Eye creams...

Anyone have a good eye cream that reduces wrinkles underneath the eyes? I need a new one, my mom's isn't working. lol
Basically I've been wearing eyeliner for 4 years almost every single day, and I've got wrinkles under my eyes from it. And I need something new... suggestions?
P.S - I can't get something that's like $20. Something cheap and that works would be great.

Inspirational songs

Are there any inspirational songs that remind you to keep yourself grounded?
I love this song.

It's kinda hip-hopish, but the message is outstanding.

Motivation

Is there anything that helped motivate you guys when you were trying to eat healthier? I always tell myself I will, and then it usually lasts a week. I am motivated by my skin in the beginning, but then I just sort of give up. I really want to start drinking more water and eating healthier... I think I just get lazy. Was there anything that helped you? Any tips/motivation you want to share?
Thanks

All this happiness, gone to waste.

Ugh. Where do I begin.

So I was always happy. I felt as if nothing could bring me down, not even my skin. I felt on top of the world all the time. Any time you'd see me, I'd be laughing or have a smile on my face.
I still do. But now, it's fake. It's plastered there as if it was painted on top of a frown.
Everything is falling apart, everything I didn't want to happen, happened.

My family is falling apart. I have to pick who I want to live with, and I just... can't do it. I love them both SO much, and I don't want to choose between them.
I get talked about at school more than a fucking celebrity does by the media. I swear, sometimes I'm surprised to even have just one friend at all. You could swear by the way things are said, everyone would hate me. And I really just don't know why. I've never said anything to anyone OTHER than my friends... and they all just plain hate me and talk about me.
Some of my friends pick on me too, and I know they're just joking around, but it hurts. So much.
I was picked on a lot in elementary school, and I hate having to relive that day after day. I hate being torn down and no one liking me for no reason other than being me.
My internet friends seem to hate me more and more. Due to my stupid huge paranoia, I'm probably imagining it, but I feel as if I don't belong anywhere. Like I don't fit in anymore. I feel like everyone just wishes I'd go away and not come back again, and they wouldn't shed a tear. I know they talk about me behind my back, because others tell me who says what, and I'm not one to be confrontational. It's so weird talking to people who you think are your friends, only to hear what they say about you when you AREN'T there.


So from all this stress I've been dealt with, my body is taking it's anger out on my skin. I look like a pizza face. Everything was going so well, and I was happy, drinking a lot of water, and taking Zinc. Then all this drama erupted, and it seemed as if I had bigger things on my plate. I stopped everything and just didn't care now.
I don't really care about my skin looking bad, I guess. I just hate the fact that's it's just another problem to add to my list.

I hate life so much right now. I feel as if all my happiness has gone to waste, and had no meaning at all. It's just gone.