Contouring powders?

Hey everyone, i bought a powder from mac called "accentuate and sculpt." I know it's supposed to help contour your nose (if you want it to look taller or have a taller nose bridge, etc) and it can also contour around the face. I can kind of see it when i tried it on but does it really make a huge difference? I asked my mum if it did and she said she can "kinda" tell a difference. Perhaps i'm not putting it on properly. Has anyone used contouring powders before? Did you like it?

Heartbroken.. do we all go through it?

Hey everyone, i'm new to this forum, i've been across it a few times but never actually signed up. But here i am!

My topic isn't really acne related.. well sort of. Everyone here seems very supportive, so i was hoping i could rant a bit.. i'm really upset, heartbroken, and just miserable for the past weeks and from all that stress, i've broken out quite a bit. So here's the story:

My boyfriend of a year broke up with me a month ago, and not only was i devestated and felt like the world came crashing down on me.. but i was so furious. He broke up with me over text. I wondered.. do i not deserve more respect? Atleast speak to me in person, or even over the phone?? I couldn't stop crying.. First he ignores me for 2 weeks.. being cold towards me, talking to everyone else normally but me...then i decided to text him to ask him if everything was okay. I was worried sick, i cried over those 2 weeks when he told me he needed time alone. I respect his space.. i gave him the time to "think."

And when i finally texted him and told him i was worried.. he texted back saying"sorry for wasting your time, i think we should just stay friends." I couldn't believe it.. i called him to get closure and all he tells me was that he doesn't love me anymore.. and that he doesn't know what to say to me anymore.. but i feel like that wasn't it..

I accept the fact that he does not want to be with me.. but was it a bit heartless to do it over text? And i had to be the one to initiate the conversation too. Also.. Prom is in 3 weeks too, so now i am left dateless. Mhm, i know going dateless is fine.. but i know he has a date.. and i would feel so much better deep down inside if i bring a date, and i could get back at him (i know its wrong for 'revenge' or anything like that.. but right now, i feel like i hate him so much.

Everytime i see him, he's happy.. laughing.... like nothing is wrong while i'm an tearing up inside.. how could someone do this to the person they once cared so much about.. i don't get it.. i keep telling myself to forget about this jerk but i can't do it... i don't know why i can't stop missing him.. and he doesn't deserve me in the first place... and i'm so depressed just because of one person.. i can't help the way i feel anymore.

His birthday is coming up soon.. i was even considering wishing him a happy birthday but it turns out he's having his party next week, and i'm not even invited. He invited all our friends, even his other exs, and my best friends.. but not me. I was with my friend today, and he asked her to come to his party, and i was standing behind her and he doesn't even acknowledge that i exist.
I don't know if i would've went anyway but this hurt me so much today when everyone asked me if i was going to his party.. and i told them that i wasn't even invited. I tell my best friends about all of this.. but they just dont understand, they've never been dumped..they've never been treated like crap.. so i just don't know who to turn to.

I regret calling him while i was crying just to get him to explain why he ended it.. but at that time i was so in denial. I've been trying to get over him because i know it's the right thing.. i've been trying to focus on my school work and get out of this stupid high school.. but everytime i see him, hear him.. hear his name or anything i get so depressed.. i don't know what's wrong with me. I hate him so much.. i hate him so so so much.. yet i can't believe i cry every night just because of him.. but i feel like he hurt me so much.. and he doesn't even care. i don't know if i'll ever feel okay again..


Sorry for such a long rant... everything just seems so crappy right now.
Has anyone been in such a situation.. or feel the same way before?