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I have been super stressed out lately.. I have an appointment with the derm next friday so I will see what they say I'm going to ask about accutane.. I doubt they are going to put me on it again because it was such a hassle getting it the first time because of my mental illness... and I had a suicide attempt in 2010 and 2011 and I'm not doing so well mentally so I dont think my psychiatrist is going to allow me too anyways we will see what happens... in the mean time im using hibiclens, clindamycin phosphate lotion, spironolactone... oh and I have the mirena it can cause acne but I dont think it would aggravate this much. 

I would have to say urine therapy and taking shots of apple cider vinegar.. tasted horribly.. yuck! 

I have a facebook I honestly can not stand facebook it just irritates me that people need to post every little detail about their daily lives... I know this might sound stupid but I just use it to post pictures of myself because im trying to lose weight so people can see how successful I have been and I post pictures of my boyfriend and I so people can see how happy I am with him in my life

Just sick of caking on face makeup :/ and they are physically painful

A face can't love you.. It does not matter to me one bit if you have acne or any type of skin imperfection. I believe in inner beauty people are too caught up on looks it makes me sad.. oh well can't change the world just strive to be a wonderful person despite your acne and the perfect person will come a long and see you for who you truly are.