OK, here I am ranting. It's been so long since I created a topic. I am clear of zits, yes, but I have a lot of acne scars and even though I am clear of zits, I still think about my skin,every single damn day! Not only that I have acne scars, but my life sucks. I can't even make friends. To be honest, I suck at meeting people because this is something that I've never done due to skin disease and loneliness. If it wasn't for my nice family, I wouldn't be here. I would be somewhere else doing bad things! Because I have my family, I want to keep going with my career. I'm the only member of the family who is in college/university. I want to prove myself that a person who is quiet, not very smart, and lonely can succeed. Sometimes I do wish I was a funny guy who is outgoing and have a lot of confident.
I have a CNA license and yet, I haven't found a job. I will surely going to see my license expires and throw it in the garbage. Nobody wants to hire me, that's how terrible I am.. lol. I got lucky to work at UPS.. Very lucky.. That's where I work now. I have never been hired at a job without the help of someone. The first job I got, my dad's friend hired me.. the 2nd job, my dad helped me get hired.. now I work at UPS. Gosh, I am trying to improve myself. So I am hoping that by reading and watching movie could help me... have anyone did this? If so, did you change?^^
I thought life would be better once I am clear., but was I wrong.. holy shit! It is actually worse..
I created this because I am wondering who could relate to me. :\ I feel like I am the only one..