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Ghostunit

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#3403972 How ya feelin' about your acne today?

Posted by Ghostunit on 28 December 2013 - 11:47 AM

I can't believe how acne ruined me. I've been hiding for years because of acne. I didn't learn much!  I became clear like 2 years ago and now I am such a boring person. I am very quiet..  I only talk when necessary. I am not talkative.  I prefer to be alone in the darkness and stare at the stars and the moon  above. I do like being alone, I feel better and calmed.  I dated this girl and our 3rd date wasn't that great. We were both silence. She was like, you need to talk more. I told her it won't work out, so  I need to move on.  Many girls love outgoing guys which is frustrating. I find them annoying... outgoing guys do waste a lot of energy..  You can stay younger for a little longer if you don't talk much because talking cost energy since you have to think.. etc.




#3403431 How ya feelin' about your acne today?

Posted by Ghostunit on 26 December 2013 - 12:55 AM

I can focus better when my skin is clear! I'm happy that I am finally done with acne. No more white heads!  My scars reduced! I apply MSM lotion  twice a day, everyday and I apply Aloe vera sometimes.  I'm in UMass Lowell and I am finally done with my first semester! I barely passed.. I was taking a lot of courses and working 25 hours a week.   I wouldn't have passed if I had skin problems.    I will upload newest pictures later. I have uploaded some pics when I had bad breakouts..

 

Let me keep going.. haha....  life is much better now, I can't believe I wasted 12 years of my life  because of acne. It is like a person who has been in prison for 12 years.. Now I have confident and I am so close on having my first relationship ever. My future awaits me and I want to enjoy life as much as I can since I wasted so many years.. :\




#3403192 How ya feelin' about your acne today?

Posted by Ghostunit on 24 December 2013 - 03:08 PM

Now that I am like 100% with smooth skin. i do have some scars, but they're minors.   I haven't been at this forum because I am clear.  This forum helped me a lot when  I had  a lot of zits.  I'm actually dating a vegan girl and she's into me. I have never been in a relationship and she may be the first one!




#3392410 Skipping College

Posted by Ghostunit on 04 November 2013 - 08:36 AM

Does anybody else miss alot of college/school/work because of their acne? I've skipped so many lectures now it has kind of become  the norm sad.png.

I never skipped, but was always thinking about my skin, so I didn't pay attention ;\.  When I took A&P, I was getting A's.. then I started to breakout horribly and I let it control me. I went downhill.. ended up with a B. I could have gotten an A.. but stupid acne :\




#3357817 How ya feelin' about your acne today?

Posted by Ghostunit on 13 June 2013 - 10:24 PM

It's been a while since I visited this forum! I've been clear for a while with 1-2 zits sometimes. I thought I would break out a bit in the summer as usual, but so far, so good. My acne scars are improving! I still see some dark spots from previous acne.

 

I hope you all are doing great!!

 

I think I have a date tomorrow with this tall vegan girl. We've been talking for 2-3 days, not a lot since she's a busy girl.  She's very smart and a model.. I feel like I have no match to her.. :\ We're both vegan and have a lot in common though! but I dunno, I feel like it will go bad.. lol . I am not good at this.

I will need some good tips :]




#3352803 How ya feelin' about your acne today?

Posted by Ghostunit on 28 May 2013 - 05:06 PM

Doing alright today, skin seems to be calming down a bit so that's a good thing. Seeing all these husband/boyfriend posts in here lately makes me wish I had a girlfriend even more, haha. You guys are lucky! tongue.png

 

 

>Ha ha, yeah, I've been single for ever and so  I wanna know how it feels like being in love! I guess I am not trying at all. Well, I've decided to finish with my career first.

However, I will be pretty old by then.. Aargh. Life's complicated.

You both are handsome and seem like amazing guys. You'll definitely find someone! Ghost, you've gotta put yourself out there if you want to find love! Don't wait until you've finished your career! What's success if you can't share it with someone? smile.png
 

 

Update on my skin/feelings: I used my facial brush and a honey/cinnamon/lemon mask last night and this morning and my skin is looking MUCH healthier and is way smoother feeling. And of course, all of that is slightly drying my skin out so my coconut oil is a lifesaver. The great thing is that I KNOW I'll be at least mostly clear by my festival date, so thank goodness. If this was a couple years ago, I'd be afraid of breaking out all the way up until the festival. I've definitely gotten better at caring for my skin. smile.png Also, my stress levels are WAAAY down. I'm a teacher of those lovely high schoolers and it's summertime! Wee! biggrin.png

 

 

I utterly agree with you.  I will make a strong effort to attend events more frequently from meetup.com and try to meet people in the university.  I know most people in the university are either single or seeing someone, but I at least want friends. I've been trying some dating sites, but no luck whatsoever




#3352097 How ya feelin' about your acne today?

Posted by Ghostunit on 26 May 2013 - 09:10 AM

OK , so I have waited and see if I would break out bad , but it hasn't happened. So I believe it is official that I have outgrown acne. I do get occasional zits, but not the ones with pus-filled. I am 26 years young  just in case you're wondering. The last time my skin went crazy was in the early 25.   I hope it happens to you all eventually! You'll outgrow acne some day.  My life is still the same, but I am happier and I have confident enough to keep my head up. As of now, I am dealing with acne scars, but it has improved a lot.

 

What I apply to my skin: MSM lotion by Dave Wolfe, Jojoba oil in the shower (to wash my face) then rinse, Tea tree oil on zits, and Aztec healing green clay once a month. Also, I do Derma roller and Chemical peeling  at least twice a month.




#3349727 How ya feelin' about your acne today?

Posted by Ghostunit on 19 May 2013 - 07:04 AM

I think I have outgrown acne because um... it is over! I don't get zits with whiteheads anymore. I do get zits occasionally but I've been eating different things since I don't break out a lot.I hope you all clear up eventually! I know you will. I will be inactive here, but I will check in sometimes to see how you all doing!




#3347627 How ya feelin' about your acne today?

Posted by Ghostunit on 11 May 2013 - 06:51 AM

Relatively OK..  I cut my short almost bald- a-like. Good thing I don't have any zits. I am currently dealing with acne scars.  Almost all  of my dark spot have faded which is good.




#3343471 How ya feelin' about your acne today?

Posted by Ghostunit on 26 April 2013 - 06:11 AM

If that girl today knew what was in my mind she'd be amused. I assume. lol But hardly any of it could be noticed from just looking at me. I also have serious crushes on about...six women where I work but none of them know. lol

Whenever I go to the store with my boyfriend he claims that people "check me out" when I'm not looking. I rarely, if ever, see any evidence of this. It makes me think that a lot of us get checked out and don't even realize it.



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If that girl today knew what was in my mind she'd be amused. I assume. lol But hardly any of it could be noticed from just looking at me. I also have serious crushes on about...six women where I work but none of them know. lol

 

Make that seven. I just remembered someone else. lol.gif This woman is a dietitian and she's really tall. Which is cool too. She's like... She must be 6 foot 3? She's taller than me anyway and I'm 6 foot tall. But she's really cool... She used to have a lighter color hair but now it's really dark... Almost black. And I love it. I noticed right away. I almost went to her to say I liked her hair but I never did as I didn't want to come across as a weirdo. lol I mean I never had much contact with her but she sure is attractive. And she seems really laid back and cool...and genuine. Last week we walked past each other, made eye contact, and cautiously smiled at each other. Like we were saying "Hey... Hey how are you?". lol.gif

 

I should stop else I'll just write a book about all these women... I mean I just remembered two more. Seriously. lol So that's...nine. No less than nine crushes! surprised.gif

I like tall women! I am 6'2 and I like women around my height.  As far as I am concerned, I don't have any crush on any woman ;\. I work at a warehouse instead of stores.  I can't seem to meet girls in college!  I am a senior and I haven't met anyone.. :X. They are either taken or talking to someone else because they never look at me ^^




#3337247 How ya feelin' about your acne today?

Posted by Ghostunit on 29 March 2013 - 11:14 PM

I'm feeling great! I'm glad that I am socializing.. I attended a few events, but I haven't made any friends yet as I am not good at making friends. I am terrible at making friends. As long as I am a nice person and caring.. that's all in matters.  Sometimes, I wish I was mute. There are people out there who can't speak, so they use body language to talk.  Since I am majoring Nutritional science, I need to work on my communication skills as it is necessary. If it wasn't necessary , I wouldn't mind being  this way smile.png

 

Acne-wise, I am partially clear. I am mostly left with acne scars, but the redness is all gone which is great!  I hope in the future, to do the laser treatment. It is my last resort, so I will keep trying other methods.




#3336498 Being A Virgin...

Posted by Ghostunit on 26 March 2013 - 10:11 PM

I am 20 years old, and I will be 21 in May.

 

I am still a virgin, never kissed a guy, and never really had a boyfriend.

 

I would not get upset about this virginity thing.

 

I myself would much rather date a guy who is a virgin.

 

I know that most guys will tell other guys that it's not good to be a virgin, but I personally find it an attractive trait/quality.

 

 

Welp, I'm a virgin!  let's date?! I'm up for it for sure! Hah.. I would love to date a virgin girl... I don't know how rare that is.




#3334589 Tired Of Feeling This Way :(

Posted by Ghostunit on 19 March 2013 - 10:05 AM

Tired of being lonely and feeling like a loser and seeing my bumpy scars in the mirror. Tired of spending Friday nights alone. I have very few friends now because I stopped hanging out with old ones awhile ago due to being ashamed of my skin. Also I've been single for awhile and I just wish something would work out with a girl so I can at least feel attractive and be alittle happy....last night my sister and her boyfriend and my cousin and her boyfriend went to my other cousins house, who is married. They wanted me to go, but of course I did not because I don't have a girl to bring. It makes me even more depressed and critical of myself knowing that and makes me feel more ugly. I was actually supposed to hangouts with a girl that I met at a new years eve party bland she was supposed to text me but she never did and I know it was a bad idea but I texted her to see watsup, and she still dent answer. I know you have to fix yourself first and I have been trying to work on myself by working out and I write but I have a really low self esteem and not much confidence at all....I just feel like nothing ever goes my way and next thing I know I am in my room crying feeling ugly and wondering why not one girl I ever talk to can like me. Out of the few friends I have now, I have only hungout with one recently, I just don't feel as comfortable with the others. Its like everyone around me has someone and then there I am still alone and of course I am the only one with acne....just had to put this out there thanks.

I could relate to you! I made a topic similar to this.  I plan to travel by myself and enjoy life on my own. It is possible to enjoy life on your own! I want to cycle for up to 100 miles and increase that slowly. I need to save up to buy one of those expensive road bicycle. Oh, and I am thinking of going to church to be inspired.




#3334582 Life's Bad!

Posted by Ghostunit on 19 March 2013 - 09:15 AM

OK, here I am ranting. It's been so long since I created a topic. I am clear of zits, yes, but I have a lot of acne scars and even though I am clear of zits, I still think about my skin,every single damn day! Not only that I have acne scars, but my life sucks.  I can't even make friends. To be honest, I suck at meeting people because this is something that I've never done due to skin disease and loneliness. If it wasn't for my nice family, I wouldn't be here. I would be somewhere else doing bad things!  Because I have my family, I want to keep going with my career. I'm the only member of the family who is in college/university. I want to prove myself  that a person who is quiet, not very smart, and lonely can succeed. Sometimes I do wish I was a funny guy who is outgoing and have a lot of confident.

I have a CNA license and yet, I haven't found a job. I will surely going to see my license expires and throw it in the garbage. Nobody wants to hire me, that's how terrible I am.. lol. I got lucky to work at UPS.. Very lucky..   That's where I work now. I have never been hired at a job without the help of someone. The first job I got, my dad's friend hired me.. the 2nd job, my dad helped me get hired.. now I work at UPS. Gosh, I am trying to improve myself. So I am hoping that by reading and watching movie could help me...  have anyone did this? If so, did you change?^^

 

I thought life would be better once I am clear., but was I wrong.. holy shit! biggrin.png It is actually worse..

I created this because I am wondering who could relate to me. :\ I feel like I am the only one..




#3324976 How ya feelin' about your acne today?

Posted by Ghostunit on 06 February 2013 - 07:23 PM

I fed ducks today and it was cool! There were also these birds that wanted the bread I was feeding the ducks. So I made sure they had some too. I had three slices of bread for them and when I was tearing apart the last slice I accidentally dropped it. And one of the birds took that whole part of the slice which was quite big in its beak and flew away. It was cool too see this bird flying around elegantly...with my bread in its beak. lol.gif

 

This has nothing to do with acne, I know but I can recommend duck and/or bird feeding when you're a bit down. Because it's cool. Plus you're out of the house which is good; the ducks and the birds won't care about your acne. lol

Lmao. Good one, bird! for taking the bigger piece!