Time4HighSelfEsteem

WoW, you all rock. So the no meat is ayurvedic. The doc say I have to avoid any toxins and the fish has mercury from the sea, and the meat, even if it is hormone free etc stil might have a level of toxins just from the other animal metabolizing the environmental toxins whethe it be water or air.

What is accunatural? Hmmm, i didn't even think that is might be the mac makeup. I used to use Clinique which was good and then I switched to mac as i was not having issues for a while after accutane. Then it all came back, Maybe it is the makeup to. I just bought a new bottle to. It is soooo expensive.

I wondered if all the things I put on it is making it worse. I just never know. Yay, I told my bf I am so ashamed of it. He said he never noticed until I started talking about it. Crap. I had to open my stupid mouth, Then I had such a hard day with this stuff, that I was a big crab and picked a fight with him. A friend of mine said this is a lesson to finally see my true beauty. It is the sum of so much more than the outside. Somewhere when I was young someone told me I wasn't beautiful. I am not clear on the root of this obsession.I used to get made fun of when I was  a kid because of a birthmark on my face which is now faded. It was a discoloration the skin color. Kids said it looked like a "doo doo stain".

My bf said to ask before I go to sleep for my dream to tell me the root  of this suffering. I thinkI am gonna try it. Goodnight and I really appreciate you all. You are very beautiful people inside. I can feel it. I can't see you on the outside as some of the pics are probably false avatars. But I am sure you are beauty on the outside to with or without acne. I have to believe for myself I guess to.

This is happening to me to very frustrated

Thanks! I will try the quinoa.

Foods I don't eat:
Meat
Fish
Coffee or black tea
Bread that is not sprouted
No wheat
No dairy except organic hormone free egg
Only almond and walnuts..no other nuts
No sweet fruits, just blueberry, rasberry and acai and sour cherry
No sugar


My skin looks like the worst it has look since before accutane. I have been crying all morning not able to work or do anything. I am going back to the way I was paralyzed by this condition. The worst is the red spots. They make my face look a lot worse than it is. The pic does not show what my skin looks like now...It is pockmarked with red marks and little bumps of clogged pores all on my jaw line. and some scabs on cheeks. I cant functin like this!!!!!!

no help at all, sometimes worse...the only part that works is the combination skin mask. it makes the redness go down.

Fade em with lustra af.. Hyrdoquionone cream. it works very vey fast. get it online at a canadian pharmacy as they don't require prescription.