Sorry to hear of your struggles.
I would say 'stay positive' but I realize that is easier said than done.
If you can stand looking at more supplements I would suggest that you check out a line of products by Lorna Vanderhaeghe (specifically Glucosmart and/or Sleepsmart). Not sure where you live but Lorna is based in Canada and has a wealth of information (and several books - some free online) for all women on numerous issues. My daughter and I have used several of her supplements with great results. Of course everyone is different and I am in no way saying that they are for you - but you may be interested in taking a look at her website.
Good luck to you!