You know. I just looked at my face close in the mirror today. I felt tiredd, helpless, hopeless, and hideous. I feel exactly what you feel. Im tired. In fact im so tired, i wish i never wake up and go into a coma until i forget all of this. Im so hopeless, that all i can do, is pray, sleep, wait, believe, and hope for the best.
I ammmmmm sooooooooooo friiiigiiiiiiinnnn tiiirrreeeddd!!!!
If it was just acne and my hyperpigmentation, it would be fine because that disappears. But hypertrophic scars on my face. Bumps on my nose that never disappear making it look like my nose is a rocky road with boulders. To make it worse, large blackheads, and icepick scars on it. I hate my cheeks filled with scars and hyperpigmentation. My forhead and my temples as well.
And i know, i cant do a thing. All my option is, do my best, wait, and move on with life. But, i took that option so many times. And.. Im tired.
My wish.... It doesnt even matter cause it never comes true. Not once....
if you give up you are just going to get more and make things more worst ... do your research or else nothing will change u will regret it trust me have hope
I've been researching for the past year. Im pretty sure ive spent 1000 hours of researching already.
Don't get me wrong. Im doing everything i can.
But, whenever i look closely at the mirror, i see no improvements on my scars. That's when the feeling comes back again.
I've seen improvements on my acne though, but it comes back unknowingly.
you are not alone! what you have just described many of us are going through too! don't give up, keep trying. there IS a cure out there for us... personally i've had acne for 9 years and i am the only one in my social group with it, i wake up everyday dreading to check the mirror as to see how many new ones have appeared over night.... i am currently looking at candida and leaky gut being a cause of my acne.... keep going!
You're right. Everyone here is going through that. But not everyone have the same damage to their faces. Some have them mild, some have moderate, some severe. The difference is, those with severe damage, can't just go back by beating acne. They still have scars, scars that no one knows if they will disappear. Only time can tell, in my case, is years.
Those with mild acne, can brush it off. Those with mild scars can brush it off.