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AghhNe

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#3406827 Acne In The Future

Posted by AghhNe on 09 January 2014 - 09:29 PM

it's really tiring talking to you people because you don't follow posts and reply totally out of subject, so I won't bother anymore after this post.
 
@AghhNe Who said anything about football players not being focused on their looks. Do they have acne? No. Do they wear make up on the pitch? No. Period.
 
I told you to show me celebrities with severe or moderate acne, either you don't know what is that or you just ignored it totally. I don't care about kpop idols or whatever, they are irrelevant to the industry in comparison to the USA celebrities. You just showed me very old pictures of celebrities that had 3-4 pimples on their faces, a very long time ago, a few of them were at puberty or very close after. Not one with severe or moderate acne, just super mild acne. If you believe that celebrities that are past puberty have acne, and they just cover it up with make up, that's ok, but that doesn't mean it's true. As an example I gave you football players that don't wear make up at matches and I've seen none of them with acne. None, 0. That picture with Cristiano Ronaldo from your link is from when he had braces and he was playing for Manchester United, he was like 19-21 years old, 8+ years ago.
 
@Bonsai77 maybe I know more about the subject than you do, but since you outsmart everyone, why don't you find the cure for acne instead of making threads on acne.org?

Well, it wasnt you actually that i was debating with. You just came in. It wasnt football players that that we were originally talking about. I dont care about football players. The pictures/VIDEOS i showed you had models and actors FROM NORTH AMERICA and ASIA not only asia, you simply did not view it all.
The debate was about "actors do not have acne".
I was simply against it. Then you came and change the debate.
Like what bonsai said, you are the tiring one, you have a "tunnel vision". Kinda closed minded.

But really, im not interested anymore lol. Tbh.
So, watever you believe in, keep it and more power to you.
So lets go back to the subject of the original post.


#3396122 I Can't Live Like This

Posted by AghhNe on 20 November 2013 - 07:54 PM

I know how it feels. I used to be a good student with good grades and a good athlete too. I had acne since i was 16 and it has been like 4 years now. and boy it changed my life, completely. It doesn't help when most of my friends have porcelain-like skin and model-like legs and pretty smiles and perfect teeth. I know how people would say "you're beautiful, no matter how you look. don't let acne bring you down" but I find that a serious bullshit. I mean try being me for a day. I have been suffering for years and never once I feel pretty and satisfied with my face whenever I look into the mirror. the only time I look better when looking into the mrror is when I don't have my specs on. But BAAM it will look terrible when I put it on back. To be honest I really wanted to feel happy and keep thinking of positive thoughts that everything will be okay one day but believe me the past 4 years had been horrible and my skin still have acne and dakjfadgh  .
 
do you know how it feels when you went out with your friends and there will always someone who will try to hit on them and you're just like standing there like an invisible pole (or worse, a wicked ugly witch) ? yup that will slap you across the face. it did to me as somehow that only tells me that I don't look good enough for everyone. I may sound like I wanted the attention but I really was not. I just want my confidence back. sigh let's just hope we will find the cure for it soon okay. 


I understand you. The feeling of being ugly. Of not being worthy to be looked upon. Never wanting people to go near you and talk face to face to you. Always, covering your head when someone is near you, very near. Cannot look in the eyes of someone.

I also have glasses. Whenever im gonna check the mirror, i remove my glasses, cause then i can see me without all this cursed acne and scars. I constantly lie to myself, and try to fool myself everyday. Everytime i see those people blessed with good looks, good porcelain skin, good and nice body, very smart, and athletic, i get stabbed by envy. THERE ARE PEOPLE who are smart, good looking, good body, perfect skin, athletic, and rich, in other words PERFECT PEOPLE... I envy them.......

I always ask, what did i do to deserve this.. I never treated people with acne badly. I was kind to everyone. I was honest and religious. But yet, all i got was a curse.


#3395315 I Can't Live Like This

Posted by AghhNe on 17 November 2013 - 10:06 AM

You know. I just looked at my face close in the mirror today. I felt tiredd, helpless, hopeless, and hideous. I feel exactly what you feel. Im tired. In fact im so tired, i wish i never wake up and go into a coma until i forget all of this. Im so hopeless, that all i can do, is pray, sleep, wait, believe, and hope for the best.

I ammmmmm sooooooooooo friiiigiiiiiiinnnn tiiirrreeeddd!!!!

If it was just acne and my hyperpigmentation, it would be fine because that disappears. But hypertrophic scars on my face. Bumps on my nose that never disappear making it look like my nose is a rocky road with boulders. To make it worse, large blackheads, and icepick scars on it. I hate my cheeks filled with scars and hyperpigmentation. My forhead and my temples as well.

And i know, i cant do a thing. All my option is, do my best, wait, and move on with life. But, i took that option so many times. And.. Im tired.
My wish.... It doesnt even matter cause it never comes true. Not once....

if you give up you are just going to get more and make things more worst ... do your research or else nothing will change u will regret it trust me have hope

 
I've been researching for the past year. Im pretty sure ive spent 1000 hours of researching already.
Don't get me wrong. Im doing everything i can. 
But, whenever i look closely at the mirror, i see no improvements on my scars. That's when the feeling comes back again. 
I've seen improvements on my acne though, but it comes back unknowingly.

 

you are not alone! what you have just described many of us are going through too! don't give up, keep trying. there IS a cure out there for us... personally i've had acne for 9 years and i am the only one in my social group with it, i wake up everyday dreading to check the mirror as to see how many new ones have appeared over night.... i am currently looking at candida and leaky gut being a cause of my acne.... keep going!


You're right. Everyone here is going through that. But not everyone have the same damage to their faces. Some have them mild, some have moderate, some severe. The difference is, those with severe damage, can't just go back by beating acne. They still have scars, scars that no one knows if they will disappear. Only time can tell, in my case, is years.
Those with mild acne, can brush it off. Those with mild scars can brush it off.




#3395210 I Can't Live Like This

Posted by AghhNe on 16 November 2013 - 08:56 PM

You know. I just looked at my face close in the mirror today. I felt tiredd, helpless, hopeless, and hideous. I feel exactly what you feel. Im tired. In fact im so tired, i wish i never wake up and go into a coma until i forget all of this. Im so hopeless, that all i can do, is pray, sleep, wait, believe, and hope for the best.

I ammmmmm sooooooooooo friiiigiiiiiiinnnn tiiirrreeeddd!!!!

If it was just acne and my hyperpigmentation, it would be fine because that disappears. But hypertrophic scars on my face. Bumps on my nose that never disappear making it look like my nose is a rocky road with boulders. To make it worse, large blackheads, and icepick scars on it. I hate my cheeks filled with scars and hyperpigmentation. My forhead and my temples as well.

And i know, i cant do a thing. All my option is, do my best, wait, and move on with life. But, i took that option so many times. And.. Im tired.
My wish.... It doesnt even matter cause it never comes true. Not once....


#3395032 Scarless Healing

Posted by AghhNe on 15 November 2013 - 09:31 PM

If this gel truly regenerates skin completely, then im pretty sure it will help with nose scars as well.




#3395030 Letting Go And Living With It

Posted by AghhNe on 15 November 2013 - 09:26 PM

Sigh, why are you guys even arguing about this in this thread.

Seriously, it is a simple Nature Vs Nurture.
Everyone knows everything has both nature and nurture so it is impossible to argue that acne can only be caused by one factor like diet or genetics. It is a mixture of both. Now, a valid arguement would be, which one has more influence, nature or nurture?

You guys are both right.
Genetics will make you predisposed to acne
And
Diet may cause acne depending on how predisposed you are to acne.

Anyways, now that that is clear.

Let's go back to the topic. :)


#3393633 Letting Go And Living With It

Posted by AghhNe on 09 November 2013 - 09:01 PM

Wow, some people here. Seriously, kill your mother??? You think your mother wanted to have that gene? It was passed unto her. So really, if there is anyone to blame, it's your whole line of ancestry tracing back to millions or thousands of years ago for not developing or evolving.

Anyways, i will apply some logic to what some people are saying. If you think males who are "ugly" will never have someone to love him. Then EVERY PERsON IN A DEVELOPED COUNTRY would have GOOD GENES. Because the one with bad genes will die while the good genes will spread. Makes sense? I am applying the theory of natural selection.

Plus, i saw some people's pictures here, and to be honest your scars is noticable but not to the point of disfigurement or disgusting. I mean, i have scars, and most of the time, worse than some people here, BUT i have very good friends. Sure ive experienced the a-holes but i've cut them out of my life and considered them non exsisting. Dont get me wrong, i have my bad days, but i will fight.

And to the OP, you might not have any improvements but you havent told us details about you. What's your age, healing ability, skin type, how aggresive your treatments were, intervals of treatments, were you consistent, how's your diet, your nutrition, etc.
So much factors to consider. You say that it is impossible to have major improvement but what i read and see in posts are opposite.

Really, some people here have a distorted view to the point that it's not only them that's affected but other people as well.
I dont really mind if you want to continue your life living in a hell created by yourself but please do not bring it to our world.


#3388229 --

Posted by AghhNe on 13 October 2013 - 09:05 PM

From your facial features. I think your acne scars add some attitude. It fits you well unlike in some people ahem... Ahem.. *whispers me*
Anyways, i know that you will still seek improvement so why not start with something that have low risks.

I'll cut to the chase.
-dermastamping
-dermarolling
-single needling
-combination of single needling, dermastamping, and dermarolling
-chemical peels
-combination of all of the above

And ofc dont forget to combine topicals to any option or treatment you do.

I recommend
-beta glucan
-epidermal growth factor
-vitamin c
-hyaluronic acid

You dont have to buy all of them. Also, pls do a research on your own so that you will be confident on anything that you do.

Good luck!


#3388000 Should I Just Leave My Scars Alone Or Have Subcision Done?

Posted by AghhNe on 12 October 2013 - 03:58 PM

HI! biggrin.png


well, i've been using beta glucan ( Topically ) for only 2 months.
I dont observe my scars so i dont know if it has gotten better or not.

BUt there are improvements. Improvements im very very happy of.

My skin got smoother and more even toned. It seems like some of my scars are getting smaller or shallower but not much. I'm not sure though cause as i said i avoid looking at mirrors especially up close lol smile.png

I also notice that, my pimples arent inflamed as they used to be. Also when i touch my cheeks, it's sooo much smoother.

If you ask me, i am 100% sure there is improvements and that i will continue to get improvements as time passes by. It's only been 2 months since im using it so ima wait till my 6 month or even 1 year before evaluating my face again.

Also, i think it's much more effective if it is paired with treatments. It doesnt have to be invasive though. Like a 1.5mm dermastamp or even a 0.5mm dermastamp will help it be more effective.

But yeah! One thing is for sure, I am never gonna give up beta glucan because it also prevents and reduces wrinkles and has studies to prove it smile.png
Although i dont have wrinkles yet, hahah im still a teenager but "prevention is better than cure" right?|

Oh i forgot to say, beta glucan can penetrate the skin layers effectively so it also increases product absorption. Amazing huh?
It also increases immunity of your body and skin.

thanks for the info, that's very interesting! nod.gif  Do you just use the supplement topically, or is there a certain product that you use with beta glucan?

 

About the fraxel, I was told by a doctor that it does have chances of producing more breakouts if the skin is sensitive to it, but you won't know unless you try it....ideally, it would be useful to get a test spot but they don't typically do that. 


I use it topically.
If you want to know the product im using. It's called Oats Beta Glucan from GardenOfWisdom. It's an online shop.




#3387851 Genuine Derma Roller

Posted by AghhNe on 11 October 2013 - 08:09 PM

6 weeks since my last Dermaroller treatment. My skin has never looked better...but the scars are still there. Ugly as ever.  Not giving up hope yet though.


You paid $500 per treatment or for a package of treatments?

Dont worry, you'll see some improvements soon! I wish you luck!


#3387702 Severe Cystic Acne Log On Accutane 17Y/o

Posted by AghhNe on 10 October 2013 - 08:56 PM


 


I guess im just impatient.
Im 16, so we're both young.
 

I am too.. starting to get really down these days cause I'm not seeing any improvements right now..

ahhh. i know that feeling. I hate it so much. And i remember that feeling whenever i see my friends' PERFECT skin. 
But then i try to remember also that i have friends who have bad skin as well. And some people wth really horrible skin who are famous and still considered very very attractive.
It will help if you dont look at your skin very closely. Dont look at mirror or reflections. I even avoid looking at car windows or anything that will give reflection.
you're still lucky though. I dont see any scars on the nose or any large pores. The nose is the hardest part to treat. Hardest of hardest. So Im sure your scars will get better or maybe even disappear. Let's hope.
LOL :( i try not to but simply its just too hard... i go to the bathroom atleast 10 times a day to check out my face. yup.. -__-Posted new pictures!! the fifth and sixth picture is my 2nd month progress... I can clearly see a lot of my spots healed around the neck area, and some on my right cheek as well... any comments? :) 
bad part is.. i have 3-4 new big zits on my arm, and back
& my face seems to look clearer throughout the day when it has a bit of oil and bit shiny.. but the fifth and sixth picture was after a shower, before i put on my Cetaphil Oil Control Moisturizer.

Yey! Im glad there's improvements. Look at the bright side. Atleast you dont have those new cysts on your face :)

Ahh, that explains it lol. I used to look in the mirror a lot of times too haha. And every time i looked i would just feel bad and worse then sometimes suicidal. Just remembering it is making me feel down lol. But yeah, now i dont do that. It's hard at first but try tricking your brain or make rules and restrictions.
I tell myself in the morning, "if you look closely at your skin, you will never be able to go to school which will mean bad grades and bad attendance" then i would be convinced that i shoudnt look at the mirror closely lol. My eyes are not perfect, im near sighted, so i think that helps me to not see my skin hahaha. Kinda like photoshop in my eyes.
Although that's why im so so scared to get my glasses soon cause then everything will turn HD and i might feel suicidal again.


#3386341 Severe Cystic Acne Log On Accutane 17Y/o

Posted by AghhNe on 03 October 2013 - 06:56 PM

Yehey! I get so excited when i see asians. I just feel closer to asians. Our skin is just too different than other races.
It`s so hard on us asians too since people expect asians to have baby smooth skin (Which i always see on other asians except me).

I hope you are doing well!




#3382486 The Realities Of Acne

Posted by AghhNe on 14 September 2013 - 06:35 AM

I totally understand you. Sometimes i wish people who judge us have acne too so they would understand what they are doing.

But, you know what, i have such awesome friends. Even if i burnt my face, i woudnt be coincious about it around them.
There are good people in this world. People who wont judge you, and my friends never looked at me like i am disgusting even on my worst days. They only look at me (on my eyes) when im talking to them and they are talking to me.

Find those special people and im sure one day, you'll find happiness and comfort.

Though i admit, there are more bad ones than good ones.


#3381784 The Realities Of Acne

Posted by AghhNe on 10 September 2013 - 01:42 PM



To me being positive about a negative thing just means you would rather not face the truth about it. Instead that person would rather hide behind the dilution of a positive thought

Im sorry guys but in my mind i find such an act weak. 

 

Being positive doesn't mean not accepting the truth.
That's not being positive at all. That's called lying to oneself.

Being positive means accepting the truth or what cannot be undone while doing your best to see the good in everything.

I see you know reality, but that does't mean you have to blind yourself from the positivity.

There are always two sides.
Light and darkness.
Happy and sad.
Bad and good.

You see the bad, but do you see the good? Now i call that a pessimist.


For me, the people who have gone through a lot and still see life as an opportunity to be happy are the strong people.
They are the ones who faced mountains but didnt give up. They didnt whine about it. Instead, they try their best to fight. To seek happiness.

You see what i mean?
So i completely disagree to what you said that positive people are weak. Your definition of a positive person is quite off.

 
You also say that you are positive that people here dont know how bad your skin was.
But do you know how bad OUR skin is?
I have a dogbite scar on my face. I have rolling scars, boxscar scars, large pores, HYPERTROPHIC scars on my nose as well as icepicks on my nose, I also have icespick scars on my cheeks.

You say you had bad acne, but usually REALLY BAD ACNE LEAVES SCARS, because they are very deep. I saw your pictures, and you barely had any scars like wth.
DUDE im 16! and my nose looks much more disfigured because it has a combination of hypertrophic scars AND atrophic scars. IMAGINE that. Did i mention i have really big cysts on my nose?
 




#3380250 Acne Cleared. 2 Weeks.

Posted by AghhNe on 03 September 2013 - 09:03 PM

I'm so happy to hear you found what works for you!!!
 
I've been dairy free for a month and I still have a lot of clogged pores, but nothing as severe as I used to get!
 
 
 
Also, too much sugar can spike your insulin levels.. which means more acne.
 
 
 
I don't have a blender, how weird is that? I'm also flat broke haha but do you think just consuming kale as is along with carrots (not sure about the apples - my stomach can get bothered by them) that I could see a difference with all of the calcium, vitamin A, and all that other good stuff they're chalked full of? I drink so much water as is but I find that I'm lacking in almost every nutrient and don't eat much because I have so many dietary restrictions (I'm gluten intolerant).

Consuming kale is fine.
But seriously, one of the biggest reasons we juice them is because it is easier to eat them like that and faster.
Kale taste horrible so eating them for minutes is not a pleasurable experience.