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AlexanderJ86

Member Since 21 Feb 2013
Offline Last Active Jul 13 2014 12:07 PM

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In Topic: Did Acne Turn You Into Something Cold And Bitter?

13 July 2014 - 12:04 PM

\idk but i really feel like a lot has changed since my hope was all gone and i am wanting to blame somebody for being the one on this situation. i know i ain't a bad person i just don't get why me. i'm young and as far as i am concerned i have not killed anybody yet. i was introvert before this happened and now i am an anti-social. i feel so angry and lonely.. ughhh idk sorry i even suck at venting out. i just wanna scream and prolly die, idk.

Why do you let the state of your skin control your life?


In Topic: I Hate Summer

06 July 2014 - 03:29 AM

I want to go to a beach, but I think people are going to bully me :(


In Topic: How Have You Given Your Acne Your Derierre

22 June 2014 - 06:05 AM

I stopped caring. I have to, otherwise the loneliness destroys me.


In Topic: Being A Virgin...

22 June 2014 - 06:01 AM

havent read most of the posts, so hopefully not being very repetitve, but i think theres a misconception that being a virgin as a woman in ur twenties is always a positive thing. i waited a while to lose mine, and i remember gettig judged for being a prude, childish, for being asexual, confused all types of things.

anyway, i dont mean to sound super preachy, but i am so glad i waited. i think its def a private, and intimate decision, and i personally was not ready as a 21 year old to be naked, pleasing someone, and having honest coversations about what types of things we wanted to try. everyone is different, and i do believe some young people are ready, but i certainly wasn't.

i think u will regret having sex with someone just for the simple reason of getting it over with. im not saying u have to love the person, but i think having respect for your sexual partner, and them having respect for u plays a big role.

Well, I am completely sick of it. Due to my mental disorders it is for me "seemingly impossible" to get a relationship with a woman. Not because I don't want to, but because those bitches don't accept me for how I am.
People have always been hostile to me. Story of my life. It is exactly that, that caused my disorders in the first place. The prostitution route is my only option.

In Topic: Dating With This Face (Pics)

21 June 2014 - 02:57 AM

I have no idea if it is a good thing. Something extremely good has to happen in order to give me any positive feelings, as I am schizoid. Generally, nothing helps. My disorder falls in the category "You will have it for life and you have to learn to live with it". Learning to live with it is what I am doing right now.

You mean you have schizophrenia? Are you on medication ? 

I don't believe in learning to live with something, I think you should do your research until you find some relief at least, or make it more manageable. 

No, it is not schizophrenia. Although I suffer from the negative symptoms of schizophrenia, I do not have hallucinations and delusions. That is what schizoid is. I am now receiving the help I need.

 

How are you doing?