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mazgan

Member Since 16 Feb 2013
Offline Last Active May 16 2014 12:20 PM

#3402419 For Those Of You Tired Of Acne

Posted by mazgan on 20 December 2013 - 12:53 PM

No theory, just results. I've eliminated acne, psoriasis, dermatitis herpetiformis, and rosacea. Acne, like any skin disorder, is a allergic reaction. When you control what goes in your body, the allergen is easy to find.

I suffered with acne and psoriasis for 26 years. I discovered the cause (along many other diseases) and reversed them. I am here because I know what it's like living with acne and I really want to help everyone end the pain acne causes. This is no joke. You can even see my email, find me on Facebook, and twitter. I have nothing to hide.

I don't charge people with acne and I'm not selling any products. I don't even suggest people take medication or supplements. They are not needed. All you need to do is find your allergen and remove it. All I do is help you find it.

not all of us are lucky enough to have thier acne induced from an allergic reaction. claiming it is the case for everyone is pure bullshit.




#3390476 I Hate Everything

Posted by mazgan on 24 October 2013 - 06:57 PM

i hate everything and everyone. im so tierd of living like this. im  a 21 years old man and i hate my life.

i basicly stopped living ever since i was around 13 yo when i started having acne. needless to say im a virgin and never had a gf. had a few chances with girls that i probally blew since i was so clueless and insecure. nowdays when i see a hot girl all i can think of is how lucky this bitch is for having good genes and live such an easy life.

i barely have the motivation to write this dumb pointless post.

i hate my family i hate my parents, at thier early 60's , 2 old stupid bastards, and i wonder who the hell let them pass thier horrible genes.

i hate and envy my brother who is 2 years older than me and suffered alot less acne than me and no scars, even though he ate alot less healthier than me and i guess its because he probally got more of my dad's genes regarding the skin , since i suspect the big acne carrier is my mom.

 

i look around at people and i envy them so much.. they can actually live thier lives as free people, not as prisoners in thier own bodies ..

i look at my face through a mirror in the morning sun and i wonder how the hell did i get so fucked.

i honestly think there is no point in living when 99.99% of ur life is rich is so much negative. i can honestly say that if i had a gun right now i would rid myself of this horrible existence. a few years ago i had the chance when i was in the army (idf conscription) and had an m16 and a few clips during the time i was suppost to guard shit, now i regret i didnt use that chance.. back then i somehow convinced myself thing will be better but now i know it only got worse. it didnt take long for them to release me from the army due to my ever growing depression, now i am suppost to justify myself to most people who will judge me and ask me of this abnormal early release if the topic pops out.

 

i am sick of trying to pretend theres nothing wrong with how things are and that i can function without any problems when talking to people or studying in the university (im 3rd year physics).

everything is so pointless, ive lost interest in everything, nothing matters when ur forced to live a life of pain and misery.

it only takes one look at myself in a shiny bright light like the morning sun for me to dwell hours on how to cease my never-ending nightmare.

 

i'm not even sure what type of acne im suffering from since i have never seen it in others and its pretty damn hard for me to describe it right in english. theres the "normal" part of my acne which is my insanely oily skin on the face(especially the nose and forehead) and  "acne vulgaris" on the chest, back shoulder and face.. but the "abnormal" part is the fact i barely get any redness on my face so the vast majority of all my acne on the face is white with barely any redness, i barely ever get redmarks on my face but i sadly i get alot of real scars,  the most horrible and disturbing part of my acne is that im getting these white small pointy stiff things, they arent like whiteheads ive seen in pictures,they look different, they are popping out of my skin mainy on my nose the the area of the cheeks that is close to the nose and no matter how good i will try take care of them and not touch them, they will eventually somehow fall off and leave a deep small pickaxe like scar, and theres a good chance soon enough a new one of these will pop out in the same spot and continue the legacy of disfiguring my face. this is the main cause of the scars on my face  (though i have other bigger scars on my cheeks). when i was on accutane these white stuff were popping out and eventually fell, leaving alot of small deep holes on my face, but eventually got filled in new ones, and ive never seen this sort of things in others. ive also gotten a few bizzare scars that i cant explain on my nose, one which is like a dark brown small flat spot on my skin (different from the natrual thing, its brighter and less organized in its shape) that is very noticiable, and another is like a half sphere that is popping out of the skin and has the same color of the skin, i once thought its a weird pimple that will go away eventually but i have it for years now.

 

i would like to know what the hell are the abnormal white stuff on my face, and also maybe explain these abnormal scars.

 

 guess this is what true despair feels like, and no matter what you do you know you are doomed to suffer.

to treat my acne ive tried everything: tropical creams, solutions, antibiotics and accutane. i also tried the natrual holistic approach and it barely did anything expect of robbing me of what little money and hope ive had.

the only thing that "helped" is acctane especially in the areas that are not the face (shoulders,back,chest,arms) but i can feel how its slowly coming back. for my face i acutally feel it made things worse.

 

i know that even by some miracle (that is never ever going to happen) i would be completly cured from acne , i would still have horrible deep scars on my face for the rest of my life.

 

i hate my horrible genes, and this stupid shitty rock called "earth" giving birth to my suffering. i honestly wouldnt mind if the sun swallowed the earth right now in fact i would like that to happen.

 

not sure how much longer i will last. this post is written like shit and i wouldnt be surprised if no1 bothered reading this crap.




#3381680 What Helps Your Extremely Oily Skin? Sensible Answers Only.

Posted by mazgan on 10 September 2013 - 02:18 AM

sadly, the primary contributer to oily skin is genetic , the most important one is the sensitivity of ur oil glands to hormones.

 

so basicly if ur unlucky to get shitty genes u'll have to work really really really hard to balance ur hormones, there is no easy fix for this.

 

for me personally ive noticed a dramatic change in oiliness when i was taking accutane, but it faded when i stopped taking it.

 

also, one simple thing that i noticed helping, is a good sleep.