hideouslyfedup

I am a 25 year old female and this is completely revolting, but if I ever squeeze any pore on my chest, from my shoulders down to the bottom of my breasts, it is filled with pus. I have had this for years and if I leave it alone, it is not visible, but I know that it is there and it makes me feel dirty as it is truly under my skin. Some times I use something like a hairgrip to push it up from the bottom of the pore, which doesn't hurt at all, but it gets it out. I can sit for about half an hour just trying to get rid of this pus, but a day later it is back again. I don't think any remedies on the surface of the skin will help as it is incredibly deep. It is not like when you have normal spots and you squeeze them and fresh blood comes out (meaning the spot will heal). These pores either burst and no blood comes out or I can push the pus out and it becomes like a solid white head. I am feeling incredibly depressed about this and I cannot afford to go and see a dermatologist. I am just a normal 25 year old girl, but this makes me feel disgusting, I know I shouldn't touch it, but I just can't help it.

If anyone has anything similar and you have managed to get rid of it, please let me know.

Thanks