I really hope the suicide thing was not targeted at me as that is absolutely appauling. I will get you banned from this site permanently if it is. that's despicable to even comment on that.
Furthermore, your insecurities and hatred of other people is apparent. Projected inner self-hatred, placed on others to make yourself feel better. How about we show compassion for others instead of using your big bad vocabulary to tear people down to size....NO ONE else on here is looking for a competition. We are all just looking for answers. BE NICE. PLAIN AND SIMPLE.